Aidah 3 Heaven's Palaces

A vision of heaven where Jesus has prepared beautiful mansions for His followers, yet the narrator is saddened by the belief that only a few will ultimately inherit them. Jesus is portrayed as grieving over those who reject Him and warning that the time is short and the door will soon close. The narrator is then given a terrifying glimpse of Gehenna, described as a place of continual fire, suffering, thirst, and regret, before receiving mercy and being returned to Jesus. Later, the narrator encounters Abraham, is led before the throne of God, and receives a message from God emphasizing holiness, worship in spirit and truth, obedience to His Word, and wholehearted pursuit of Him. The “holy mountain” is explained as seeking God with all one’s heart, soul, strength, and understanding, separating from the world, sacrificing everything necessary to follow Him, and pursuing Him as one would search for a great treasure.(To The Original Testimony) 

A Taste of Heaven and Hell!  

The Prepared Place  

Then I went with Jesus to those places which He promised His Followers, when He said “Behold  I’m returning to my Father to prepare places/mansions for you.” He prepared those mansions a  long time ago, and I saw them. They are very many; and every person born of woman has a  mansion. Jesus prepared and equipped the mansions with all the treasures and riches heaven  has! They are very many, and they are beautiful beyond description! But I was saddened when I  reached there, because, ever since Jesus left the cross, He has been preparing places for the  human race. And when He finished preparing them, He prepared even more. But the saddest  thing is that He used the greatest treasures and riches to prepare these mansions, but I  understood that only a few people will inherit these places. They don’t even come near to half  the world’s population!  

I was greatly saddened by that, because I saw that Jesus has spent many years and everything  treasure of His on preparing those places. So I said in my heart, “I wish Jesus prepared places for only those what would come; instead of spending all this time and riches”. I hadn’t known,  but my thoughts hurt Jesus like you say something in the presence of someone who is already  deeply wounded! He was angry, but He took my hand and we moved on. From this point on He  said nothing; and proceeded further.  

When Jesus finished preparing those places for His Followers, He went to the huge kitchen of  heaven. Here He works with millions of angels, cooking and making preparations, just like  people who are preparing for a big party or wedding ceremony. And I saw that the hour was  about to clock! Jesus stood and said to the angels, “Every one, whatever you are doing, do it  quickly”. There is no idle person there. Whoever is not working doesn’t go there. I was walking  with Jesus, but from where I was standing, the angels were colliding with me all the time, at  the speed of lightening! I had no space where to stand. I left the place and got out.  

But I was saddened so much when I saw billions of angels working at a terrific speed, preparing  for the big party; and they have been doing this for many years, but all their faces were sad.  Another thing that made me cry was to see Jesus laboring with them in the same way. Both His left and right eyes were gushing out tears, just like when you switch on two taps of water.  Jesus was crying for the many people for whom He has prepared a place, but who will not be  getting there. He was also remembering the bloody price He paid on the cross. 

Remembering all these things was bringing Him tears, which was gushing out of His eyes like  water gushing out of two taps. I again reflected upon all this, and I felt for Him, and for the  many angels who are working so hard, and have worked hard for so many years. I saw how hard  Jesus was working, left and right, since He came from the cross, and I said, “I wish He spared  His energy and prepared for only those people who would come here!”  

Jesus heard this thought and feeling of mine, and this time He was extremely annoyed, and  pointing His finger at me, said: “Leave me alone, because it is in order for me to fulfill all righteousness. Let me do what I am supposed to do, because for us heaven, we fulfill all  righteousness. It’s you sons and daughters of men who don’t fulfill all righteousness. As for me,  let me do what I am supposed to do, because time has run out. I’m about to close the door.  Now this is what I am going to do: I am going to close the door; I will forgive those I will  forgive.”  

A Taste of the Fires of Gehena!  

When He pointed His finger at me, saying that “I will forgive whom I will forgive”, a mighty force threw me a great distance; and immediately I began feeling a lot of heat and fire from  where I had fallen. The force started pushing me further backwards. I was feeling helpless and  with nothing to hold on to. I tried to find any object, so that I could get held on to it, but I  couldn’t find any. The force was pushing me helplessly towards a huge valley; and the further I  went, the hotter it became. The force of Jesus’ words pushed me too far, a distance like from  Uganda to London. It was very far; far down the valley; towards a deep pit. As I went further  down this valley, I began to feel like I was seated in a very hot place. As I came to understand,  this place is called Gehenna. This is the lake of fire, or the bottomless pit of hell. I was not really inside hell, but I was suspended in mid-air, directly above hell.  

The fire was burning me terribly. I started crying, just like the people who were in Gehenna  were crying. This fire burns terribly! There is nothing I can compare it to in this world. It’s like  you put meat on a stick, then light a fire and roast it; not rapidly, but like you burn charcoal  for a long time. You can’t imagine it! All inside and outside of me was fire, and it is terrible,  terrible! It doesn’t burn all round, but it burns right from the inside of the bones and marrows,  the flesh, the muscles everywhere like you are roasting meat! I started calling “Jesus”! But  whenever I would cry “Jesus”, I would feel like another tank-load of fire had been poured into  my mouth!  

There is no fire like this in the world. It’s a lake of fire, never seen in this world. What can I  compare it to? It’s dark fire! A distant comparison is like boiling tar – that black liquid obtained  through coal. This fire of hell is remotely similar to this, it is thick and dark. I again called out  “Jesus”, and they brought another tank load of fire and poured it through my mouth; and I felt  I was dying! They poured more into me! Whenever I opened my mouth, more fire would be  poured into me, and I continued to burn and burn. There are no words to describe the pain  inflicted by the fires of hell! They are terrible and horrible!  

And in this Gehenna, there are so many people, just like sand on a sea-shore. But all of them are  black and burnt out. They are like woods that have burnt out after a bush fire. All the legs are  thin and dark. Although this fire burns a person terribly, the person doesn’t get consumed  entirely. People in this fire are burnt out like charcoal. When a person is about to be nearly  consumed, then he recovers to their original form, like when they had just entered Gehenna.  Then the fire starts burning him afresh, through the same process, until that person nearly gets  consumed; before undergoing the same process over again and again.  

That’s what people who are in hell daily go through; yet they don’t die. They are as alive as  you and me. They understand very well, and they remember everything they did; and they  think very well, but they are in hell. They talk and see well, and when they see they people they knew in their lives on earth, they recognize them. They remember very well everything  they did on earth. I heard them passing judgment against themselves for committing evil  things that took them to Gehenna. Some lament, “Really why did we end up in this place!”,  “Indeed I was the guilty one”, and statements like that. And they are often crying from thirst.  All the time, they are suffering from acute thirst, for the fires of hell drain a person to the last  drop of water in one’s flesh!  

Yet there is not a single drop of water in hell. I also started crying for water like them. I was  feeling terribly thirsty. As I was agonizing in great pain, a certain angel came along, dressed in  bright white. He pulled me out of Gehenna. He then took me back to where Jesus was, when He  had said the words, “I will forgive whom I will forgive.” And I found that Jesus was still very  angry. Jesus is so good; but He can also be so tough! Jesus is very kind, but He can also be very  ruthless! Jesus heals but He can also kill! That’s to say, whatever He is, He is that absolutely.  He can be a great friend, but He can also be a very tough one. I found Him in that state, and  He said, “You have found mercy in my eyes.  

Let this be an example for you, should you go back to the world and fail to do what you have  been instructed to do!” Then He forgave me, and He led me by the hand and we moved on.  

At Abraham’s Palace  

After we had left that giant kitchen or cooking place, Jesus left me alone for a while. I walked  out of the city of God, which is surrounded by a huge fence. I exited through another door, and  walked through the court yard. Then I came across another gate, and this is where the palace of Abraham is located. Near the entrance, I met two other people who had just come from  earth. They had just died, but for me I had been there with God for some time, as you know.  When we reached the gate, they opened it and I heard these people who had just arrived in  heaven saying: “Eh! He is the one! He is the one, our grand father Abraham!” They ran towards  him, very excited. Then I wondered why they were talking like that!  

Then I also saw him. You see Abraham from a distance. His is a giant, extensive palace. You see  him seated in a very beautiful shade on a very beautiful chair and in very bright colors. That’s  why every person who gets to him says “He is the one!” It’s as if you already knew him! You  understand him, even if you had never seen him. Very excited, I also ran towards him. But the  other people who had just arrived from the earth reached him before I could. Abraham sits in  front of his place, waiting to receive every person who wins the battle of the world and makes  it to heaven.  

Such people don’t go to heaven directly where God Almighty lives. They first go to Abraham’s  palace. He is always there waiting to receive them. When the people arrive at Abraham’s  palace, he stretches out his hands to them, warmly welcoming and embracing them, just as  you do to a child. But he does this while he is seated in his chair. So I said to myself, “These people have beaten me to his handshake.” So I ran fast and I sat on his laps and I said, “Yes,  at least I have beaten them to sitting on his body.” I touched his beard. It is very beautiful and  very bright! It is short but as bright as the sun. It is magnificent!  

Abraham is a very good-looking old man. He is actually neither old nor young. He has a very  beautiful body, very bright, very soft. He looks wonderful! We were enjoying every moment in  his chest. On his left and right I saw some elders, whose work is to lead away the people he has  received. People have to be led away from this place, because every person who arrives at this  place doesn’t want to leave it. I saw these elders pulling away such people forcefully, just like  you remove a child from its mother.  

They also pulled me away, and I wondered why they were pulling me away. They also pulled  my colleagues away, but for them they led them into the house, deep inside. And looking  inside there, I saw very many people who were dressed in white; people who had already arrived. These people live there, and I heard them asking, “Who is that? Who have come in”?  After the elders had led away the other people, they struggled to take me away too, for I  didn’t want to leave this place. Finally they took me away. But for me, they didn’t take me  inside the palace, for I had to come back to the world.  

Closer to God’s Throne  

I felt very sad after they had taken me away from Abraham’s arms. They then took me out of  the palace, right up to the gate, and thereafter they closed the gate. I walked slowly back to  the City of God where I had come from. As I was walking, I met Jesus. He took me by the hand  and we walked further towards the throne of the Almighty God. Jesus led me before the  throne, just like someone leads you into their office. I stood in front of that throne, and saw  that Jesus has profound respect for God the Father! Before Him, Jesus humbled Himself. Then  He said to me, “Aidah, this is God our Father.” He then led me towards His right side; and after leaving me there, He walked further towards the seat of God. Standing before God, Jesus bowed His head in deep respect and honor of God Almighty. God Almighty is extremely bright;  brighter than tens of thousands of the sun put together!  

Golden colors beam from Him all the time. In the midst of this brightness, I saw Him dressed  in a big golden garment, flowing all over heaven. You can see His garment, but you can’t look  at Him, for He is extremely bright. You can’t even lift your eyes towards His throne. As Jesus was leading me towards God’s seat, my eyes were closed and could not open. I even had to  bend my head to knee level. But even with closed eyes and a bent head, I couldn’t avoid seeing  Him! That is to say, His glory is so much abundant that even if you chose to close your eyes,  wherever you face, whatever you cover yourself with, Hs glory would still penetrate or pierce  through your being!  

When we reached His presence, He wanted to speak to me, but He realized that I could not  speak to Him. So He hid His glory, but still I could not look at Him. So He left His chair and  came down the stairs. The stairs were so big, yet very beautiful, bright and shining white. He  came down towards where we were standing with Jesus. He stood four stairs above where we  were, and He called me: “Aidah, you have received favour in my eyes; I am God Almighty. You  will go back to the world and tell the people that I am God Almighty. Go and tell all the people  that I am holy; let them also be holy. Go back to the world and tell all the people, that they should worship me in Spirit and in truth. Go back to the world and tell all the people to obey  my word. And you are going to go the world and tell all the people to ascend to my Holy  Mountain, because only those who will do it ….”  

And He said again, “Tell them to do it quickly; because only those who will do it will come to  heaven.” And again He said, “Only those who will ascend my holy mountain will get to  heaven.” And as I told you before, in heaven they don’t ask questions. The issue of ascending  God’s holy mountain was already clearly explaining itself to me. Ascending God’s holy  mountain doesn’t mean merely climbing hills or mountains, like we do in this world, even as  this is in order. It explained itself to me like this: Ascending God’s holy mountain means  seeking the Lord with all your heart, soul, strength, life, power, understanding, and with  everything you have in you. It means sacrificing your life for Him, giving Him everything you  have; seeking Him in holiness; obeying His word; and separating yourself from the world to be  with Him. It means that even if it means losing everything, you do it in pursuit of Him. It means  knowing and seeking God, like a person searches for a treasure.  

This is what it means ascending the Lord’s holy mountain. And God made it very clear to me  that only those who do it will get to heaven. After saying those words, he smiled and bid me  farewell. He then climbed the stairs and went back to His seat. After that Jesus came back  from the right home side where He was standing. He took my hand and we walked on through  different parts of heaven. We went everywhere and it looked like we were climbing a hill. 

In heaven, everything, everywhere it is golden. Where it is not golden, it is beautifully like  nowhere on earth; courted with very beautiful, short grass, flowers and trees. The rest of the  places are all made up of gold. And this grass is as alive and intelligent as you and I! Everything  there is living - the flowers, the trees, mention it. As we moved on, I wanted to play in some of  those very beautiful courts, but Jesus wouldn’t give me time to do that. We moved on. And note that by the time I arrived in heaven, I was walking on bare feet, because when I woke  up from my bed I didn’t put on my shoes. But it is very thrilling walking on this gold in bare  feet. We climbed up and then down, until we reached what looked like the end of heaven.  

Elisabeth 2 People of Heaven

The central message is that entering Heaven is only through JESUS, and that God values the sincerity, purity, obedience, faith, repentance, and condition of a person’s heart rather than outward accomplishments. The narrator is warned that the world will become increasingly chaotic and that God will protect His people, while numerous biblical figures—including Moses, Paul, Joshua, Abraham, Noah, Job, Joseph, Jeremiah, Isaiah, Ezekiel, James, Peter, Daniel, David, John, Malachi, Elisha, and Elijah—give messages emphasizing obedience, perseverance, repentance, faith, intimacy with Jesus, rejecting idols, accepting God’s calling, and remaining faithful through trials. Jesus also emphasizes seeking Him personally and encourages believers to draw near to Him anytime and anywhere, rather than becoming trapped in religious routine.

40 DAYS WITH JESUS IN HEAVEN AND HELL

-Testimony of Elisabeth Widyawati Herman

Note: Translated from Indonesian into English by Elma Larsen. Jesus’ words are in red, Scriptures are in blue  Elma Larsen additions for clearer translation are in green 

Day 16: Heaven's Gate 

Today when praying, my spiritual body was taken to another place. But I noticed this was not  the Hell I visited yesterday. Beside me stood the LORD JESUS who smiled softly. In front of me was a very large gate. I couldn’t wait to get in. Before entering, I caressed the door, the color was like wood but it was not wood. The  surface was smooth and sparkling, grey like a pile of sturdy stones neatly arranged. I tried to  open the door but it was very difficult. I could not even push it. I saw that my spiritual body was only 12 years old.  

"Is it because I’m still a small child that I can't push it?", I thought to myself. Then my eyes  turned to a keyhole. 

"Oh, how can I enter without having a key?", I told myself. I saw the LORD JESUS standing not far from me. He smiled and approached me, then took my  hand like a father holding his child lovingly. But the LORD JESUS did not invite me into the  gate. HE turned around ...  "Calm down my dear, I just want to show you the place where you had been for the past few  days."

 

The LORD JESUS pointed downwards.  "Look down, that is Hell where people receive eternal punishment", said the LORD.  I looked down intently with full attention. I saw that the shape of hell was like a supine  sleeping human body. It turned out that the part of Hell that I visited yesterday was shaped  like a leg. Then I turned around and wanted to enter the gate in front of me. I pushed back  the door but could not.  "Only I have the door key, MY child. Only through ME can anyone enter the Gate." 

(John 14:6: Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the  Father except through me.”) 

I looked to the LORD JESUS. HE approached me and showed me a key. Then he led me and  opened the door. After the door opened, the LORD JESUS took my hand and said, 

"Welcome to HEAVEN, my dear."  "Waah ...”, I looked around the place ... "How beautiful, LORD."  I've never seen such a beautiful place ... This place was so bright, but strangely my skin didn't  feel hot or burnt, not like being in the sun. This place, although the light was bright, it did not dazzle my eyes, the weather was so cool as in the mountains.  

"HEAVEN is really beautiful ...", I said murmuring to myself.  

My eyes were fixed on the garden to my right, there were many colorful flowers, some  yellow, white, red, light purple, pink, light blue, and fresh green leaves. There were flowers and grasses that swayed slowly to the left and right.  "Wow LORD, this is so beautiful ...", I was stunned and amazed. Then I took the sand that I was treading on, I clinched it in my hand then let it sprinkle down  ... it was really soft sand, sand made of clear glass. I played with the sand and then looked at  the LORD JESUS, it turned out that HE was watching me. The LORD JESUS just smiled at me.  So I stood back up, holding the hand of the LORD JESUS. HE stroked my hair, I felt the love of  a father. 

I ended my prayer and fell silent. I rubbed my face with my hands, it felt like a dream. I lay down and looked at the ceiling of my room while muttering,   "Heaven is truly beautiful, LORD." I rubbed my hands and saw that the experience had had an impact on my physical body; I felt the coolness of Heaven, even though the temperature in my room was hot.  

"You will see even more beautiful things", said the LORD in my ear. 

Day 17: The Desert 

I couldn't wait, I wanted to see HEAVEN again. I immediately prayed in the hope that God  would invite me to HEAVEN; beautiful and awesome place. At the time of praise and worship,  my spiritual body was carried by the LORD. I was surprised because the LORD did not take me  to Heaven but to other places that I had never visited. Not Heaven, not Hell either. My  spiritual body came to a well and was leaning against it. I tried to look around me, it looked  like I was in a vast desert. There were many tents and people of various skin colours. They  wore the same robe as mine, a white one, with shoes similar to those worn by the Romans.  There were also several wells there. I stood looking around me, I really did not understand  why I was in this place. As I was watching, I heard explosions and gunfire. 

Suddenly someone  tapped me on the shoulder, it was the LORD JESUS.  "I will show what will happen in this wilderness", said the LORD. Then He took my hand and I felt my spiritual body flew in the air. Then I was in a city, on a  highway outside the desert. In that city I saw many accidents, robberies, shootings and  killings. I saw clearly people being killed outright immediately shot in the head. People killed  cruelly, even parents killed their children. There was also a person who committed suicide by  crashing his car into a running train. There was a lot of chaos everywhere. I watched with fear.  

"Don't be afraid of MY child", said the LORD 

"This will not happen to you or MY people", said the LORD again. "In the wilderness I will protect and care for MY people. The world will be increasingly chaotic,  the love of people will grow cold, people will become more ferocious, cruel, with no  compassion for one another, selfish, self-loving and do whatever they want so that self interest is achieved ", said the LORD. I was silent, I held tight the hand of the LORD because of the fear of seeing so much evil  happening before me. Lots of blood flowing everywhere. 

(Revelation 12:6: The woman fled into the wilderness to a place prepared for her by God,  where she might be taken care of for 1,260 days. 

Revelation 12:14: The woman was given the two wings of a great eagle, so that she might fly  to the place prepared for her in the wilderness, where she would be taken care of for a time,  times and half a time, out of the serpent’s reach.) 

The LORD JESUS took me back to the wilderness, showing me around the wilderness. I saw  clearly there were many parents, young people, and children of various nationalities.

Day 18: Hall of Heaven 

I lay down on the bed, then I took the calendar that was on my desk. I had been experiencing  this process from God for 18 days now. My body felt very weak, my knees would tremble  while walking, and sometimes when I walked, I needed to rest sitting down. But praise God, I was still given the strength and ability by God to do activities at home and continue to serve  and worship in the church. Instead of doing nothing, I decided to pray again while asking  myself,   "Where else will the LORD take me?" But then I thought, "Ah, why think about that, the  important thing is to meet the LORD JESUS." 

When I started worshipping the LORD, my 12-year-old spiritual body was in another place. I  saw the LORD JESUS smiling.  "Hooray ... in heaven again ...", I screamed while dancing.   Very delighted…. "Wow God ... so beautiful here", as I approached the garden on my right.  I enjoyed looking at the colorful flowers, leaves and grass. There was also a fragrant floral  aroma which impacted my physical body as it too smelt the fragrance of the flowers. When I  touched a flower, the petals felt soft. Various types of flowers exist in this garden, really  beautiful .... As soon as I set foot on the grass, I felt droplets of water, which were on the  grass, touched my feet ... they felt cool and fresh. After walking in the garden and enjoying its beauty, I turned to the road where I had originally been standing. God invited me to go to the  left side of the road. The LORD led me to a place like a great hall with green plants around it. 

The great hall was very large and could hold millions of people. I felt so small compared to the size of the hall. The hall was empty and there was no furniture in it. The hall was supported  by pillars made of golden yellow stones shining brightly with flower like carvings on the  bottom. The floor was like a clear ivory white marble. This hall was not like a house with walls  or doors or windows, only pillars. "This is for MY children who have just believed in ME before I called them home." 

When the LORD said that, in front of me there was a big vision. I saw a person who was  seriously ill in a room with many pipes attached to his body, then someone came to pray for  that person and that person believed in the LORD JESUS, after that person died, his faith in  the LORD JESUS was considered, then he went to heaven. The LORD explained that this hall  was for people who in their lifetime did not believe in the LORD JESUS but repented at the  last moment of their lives. 

After I saw the hall, my spiritual body immediately returned to my room. Remembering that  there were services in church soon, I got ready for a shower and then to be picked up by a  prayer team friend. During this process from God, the ministry with the church prayer team  continued as usual. At the place where we prayed, many people would ask questions which were answered by the prayer team leader. Whenever I received a message from God for the  people we were praying for, I would deliver it in writing (since Elisabeth could not yet speak  Indonesian again). 

Day 19: Houses in Heaven 

My spiritual body was brought back to the Great Hall in Heaven. I went back to playing in it,  holding the support post and circling around it, squatting until I sat on my knees touching the  soft floor ... cool ... and sparkling clear. The LORD JESUS who stood beside me just smiled at  what I was doing.  

I stood up, then the LORD JESUS invited me to walk to a place where there were many houses.  The road we followed was a soft sandy glass road. The area was like a residential area. The  LORD JESUS invited to tour the area. Various types of houses were there, some were large,  medium and small. There were houses that were already made, half-finished, or newly built.  Some houses had a small garden in their yard, others didn't. I asked the LORD JESUS,  "LORD, whose houses are these? How come there are so many?"  The LORD answered, "These are the homes of MY children who served ME while they were  on earth." 

"Why are the houses different? There are big, small and medium?", I asked again.  And the LORD said, "It depends on their service, my dear. What they have done for ME." "Ooo ... that means the more service, the better the house, LORD?"  "No, my dear, I do not see how much they serve, or how long they serve, I also do not see how  busy they are working to serve ME." 

"Ooo ...", I said while dumbfounded, “then why the houses are different, LORD?" 

"I see the service of MY children from their hearts, the more they are sincere, the pure in heart they serve ME, the better and bigger their home will be. I see the hearts of MY children, the  more their heart please ME, the more their lives please MY heart, I will provide the best home,  a more beautiful place to live here", said the LORD.  

"I do not see how much they serve me, maybe what they do is not seen by others, but I see, I  AM the one who judge and look at their hearts."  We continued to walk around the area.  "LORD, why are there already finished houses, some not yet, and some have just been built?  Why, LORD?" 

"If the house is ready, it means that his job in the world is finished, he will be called home soon.  If the house is not yet finished being built, it's not yet time to go home, there are still a lot of things to do in the world. If a new house is about to be built, it means that he is just about to  start to serve ME." 

I just nodded my head when I heard the LORD JESUS speak. (John 14:2: My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that  I am going there to prepare a place for you?)  My body felt weak, I sat leaning against the wall of my room. I couldn’t stand it any longer, so  slowly I fell on my bed until strength returned to me. 

Day 20

My spiritual body was back in Heaven, in the area where there were many houses. I walked  with the LORD JESUS, while occasionally my hand touched the flowers in the yard of the  houses we passed. My eyes were then fixed on the trees opposite the houses. I walked alone  to a tree like a curious child. I analyzed the tree; the stem was not so thick, but the leaves  were dense and the size was not too small, just like citrus leaves. It was covered in fruit - red  mixed with yellow and light green. I wanted to eat the fruit so much that my mouth began to  water. Physically my throat felt dry, but I did not dare ask for it ... Then from behind me came  the voice of the LORD JESUS so soft saying,  "Do you want that fruit?" 

I quickly turned towards the LORD JESUS, nodding my head with a smile. Then the LORD JESUS  came forward, approached the tree. His hand picked the fruit and gave it to me. When I  received it, from the fruit stalk that had just been picked, new fruit began to appear slowly. I  was stunned to witness this miracle. Then I ate the fruit. When I bit and swallowed it, I felt strength in my spiritual body that can be felt right through to my physical body. The fruit was like a fuji apple, but not an apple. It tasted sweet like pear but not pear, it was fresh and had lots of water. I ate it until it was finished. Really very tasty and fresh. After I finished it, my  physical body felt fresh, there was new strength flowing into my physical body. 

Day 21 

Today I went back to college, I was picked up by a prayer team friend at church. After what I  experienced yesterday, I felt a new strength and enthusiasm. Among the prayer team friends,  there was a friend who often took me to the campus and church for ministry.  

After college, I stopped by the workplace, apparently there was still no work and I decided  not to work anymore. It's not even possible to teach, so I decided to stop teaching too. 

When I got home, I felt tired, my knees were weak. My throat and lips were dry. I immediately  walked to get a glass of water.  "LORD, I can’t bear it, I'm thirsty ... my lips are dry, my throat is dry, allow me to drink." 

"Take some water, drip it into your mouth so that your throat will not be dry again, wet your  lips so they will not be dry", said the LORD JESUS to me. I scooped up some water with a small spoon. By raising my head, I put a spoonful of water into my mouth.  

"Not bad ... Thank God, I could taste the water even though it was only for one or two drops", I told myself. Not long after that my friend came to pick me up for church service. 

Day 22 

Today on campus there were still many friends who were wondering about what I was experiencing. Some laughed because they think it was funny. I wanted to protest (but couldn’t speak Indonesian). There were friends who understood but there were still many who did not  understand. Then there were those who mock and were offensive. My eyes filled with tears,  I wanted to cry, even when I finished college for the day, I still felt sad. Praise the LORD, there was comfort from the LORD for me. I felt a tear fall from above onto my hand but my hand  was not wet.  

"Do not be sad, my dear …. Do not be sad, MY child", the LORD said to me. I actually didn’t have to go to college, but because I was afraid of missing out on important  announcements that could affect me, I went. I walked slowly to go home using public transport. When I got home, I immediately prayed,  praised and worshipped the LORD. 

My spiritual body was back in the area with many homes  in Heaven. Next to me was the LORD JESUS. The ground that I tread on was soft sand made  of clear glass. I was in front of a finished house, with a small garden in the yard. The house was not so big. I  was curious and wanted to enter it. Like a child who pulls on his father's hand, so I pulled the  hand of the LORD JESUS.  

"LORD, I want to see the contents of this house ...", I said while looking at the face of the LORD JESUS who only smiled at my behavior. Once inside, I was shocked,  "LORD, why is there nothing?"  There was only a table with one object on it like a flower vase. The object was brownish  yellow shining bright, not of gold because the color was not golden yellow. I touched the  walls of the house, they were not like the walls of my house or the homes of people in the  world. They were like marble or marble white sparkling limestone. The floor was also not like  the floor in my house, the floor was clear like glittering glass but did not hurt the eyes. The air  in this house was also cool, "The person who owns this house has not finished their duties in the world yet, my dear. There  is still a lot of work to be done so that this house can be full of furniture”, said the LORD. I just  nodded.

God invited me to another house. This house was also finished, but it didn't have a garden. "LORD, how come there isn't a garden?"  "MY child, I always know what MY children love."  I nodded, meaning the person who owns this house doesn't like plants or gardening. I went  into it, the house was a bit bigger than the one before.   "Waah ... a lot of home furnishings, some are of gold, silver, gemstones, very beautiful .... !!! LORD, this house seems to have a complete set of furniture, meaning the person is coming  home?" 

"No, MY Child, he still has work to do, I call MY children home when they have completed their  assignments according to their respective vocation. Besides there is no name written in front  of the house as a sign of ownership of this house."  I stepped out of the house and saw it from the front. I just nodded my head, then sat back  against the door frame of the house. I was stunned, amazed ... how beautiful.  

"I call MY children home according to MY will and at the time I set", continued the LORD.  The person who pleases the LORD's heart will have a beautiful place in heaven. The more  pure, sincere, and pleasing to the LORD the heart is, the more beautiful place in Heaven will be. 

Day 23: Meeting Biblical Figures  

Today I have a computer practical exam, although with weak and trembling hands I was able  to do the test well. My friend drove me to and from campus, so I didn't have to walk. When I  got home I prayed again ... 

My spiritual body was taken into Heaven on a path made of glass sand. The LORD JESUS was  there already. Again, I was invited by the LORD JESUS to walk into an area with many houses  and there I met several Bible figures. The LORD JESUS invited me to meet them and  introduced their names. 

Many Bible figures gave messages to me. The first one I met was Moses. As I read in the Bible,  Moses was a hundred and twenty years old, but in Heaven I was surprised to see Moses  looking so much younger in his 40s. Moses said, "I regret not being able to enter the land of  Canaan that the LORD promised because of my disobedience. Obey the LORD always,  whatever God tells you to do, do it obediently." 

After that I met with Paul. Paul's message, "Surely the trials that you experience are ordinary  trials that will not exceed your strength. If you experience any serious problems, believe  there will be a way out, and that the trials will not be more than what you can bear."

After that I met with Joshua. Joshua's message, "Be strong and courageous, strengthen your  heart. Whatever happens, keep your eye upon the LORD, worship Him obediently and  faithfully. Never let your heart be bound to idols." 

I continued walking with the LORD JESUS, then I met with Abraham, his message, "Even  though you have not seen the promises of the LORD fulfilled in your life, you must BELIEVE  in the LORD. Nothing in the LORD is too difficult, everything is possible even though your  surroundings do not allow you to receive God's promises." 

Then I met with Noah, his message, "Live as close friends with God, do not look around you that can weaken your faith in God, but you must continue to live as close friends with God." 

Finally, I met Job, his message, "You have no right to your life, even the smallest part of your  life, not even your hair. Only God has the right to your life because God owns your life. So, whatever happens to your life, even the worst, you should never grumble to the LORD or  say that the LORD is evil or does not love you."  

After I met Job, I finished praying. I then remembered that there was a theory test tomorrow at college. I had to study and memorize. "LORD, to be honest, I'm very tired ... weak ... it's even hard to open my eyes to memorize", I  said, holding a lecture book. But I still tried to read slowly, I reread my lecture book twice. 

Day 24: Additional Bible Figures  

When I was doing the theory test on campus, I was astonished because I had no difficulty doing it - as if the answers just came to my mind. I easily remembered what I learned last  night even though I only read the lesson twice.  When I got home, I prayed again and met the LORD JESUS. He invited me to go around to meet again with several of the Bible characters. 

I met Joseph, his message was, "Hold fast to any vision or promise that the LORD has given through dreams or through the Word of God. Keep and protect the vision, fight until it  happens in your life. Whatever happens in your worst life, don't forget that vision, but  assume that the events in your life are part of the beautiful plan of God - until the vision of  God is achieved in your life." 

After that I met Jeremiah, his message, "Every call from the LORD that happens in your life,  accept and do it. Do not consider yourself incapable, because the LORD will give you  abilities. Do not be afraid, because when the LORD calls you, the LORD has equipped you  with all the best. In fact, the LORD has designed and known your life before you were born  until the end of your life." 

After that I met with Isaiah who said, "Go wherever the LORD sends you, never ever dispute  with the LORD because the LORD knows better what will happen in your life when the LORD sends you, surely the LORD will give His power to you."

Then I met Ezekiel who said "Never avoid the LORD's call even though it is not according to  your ability. Maybe you feel odd about the LORD's call, even worst the people around you  and the people closest to you also feel it odd, but work on that call until the glory of the  LORD is revealed to you." 

I walked again with the LORD JESUS and asked,  "LORD, why does everyone that I see in Heaven look young, when in the Bible they are  hundreds of years old?" "All that is in Heaven is not old, when everyone who believes in ME and lives his life pleasing ME come to Heaven, they will have a place here and will all be turned into adulthood. Here everyone will become a mature person. What I require is that everyone who believes in ME is spirituality mature, not spiritually immature who only beg for what they want and need." 

Everyone I meet in Heaven were adults. Every Bible character who was hundreds of years old,  who had white hair, wrinkled body skin, became young in Heaven - nice skin, original color hair, shining face. 

Day 25: More Biblical Characters 

Coming home from campus, I lay down on the floor because of the hot weather. And because  I was tired, I fell asleep ... during which time, I met the LORD JESUS again. Seeing HIM standing  on the beautiful glass sandy road ... He seemed to have been waiting for me for some time. I  was very happy because the LORD Jesus was waiting for me. Immediately the LORD JESUS  took my hand and asked me to walk.  

"Sometimes MY children do not realize that I have been waiting for them for a long time, I  want MY children to be close to ME to talk to ME, but they are too busy with their own affairs.  Only when they get into trouble do they seek ME only to find a solution to their problems. Even  then, I already feel happy they want to see ME, even if only to get a solution to their problems.  But after that they forget ME ... all they want is MY blessings, MY miracles, healings from ME  and all that I have for them. They do not want ME personally." 

When the LORD spoke, I looked at HIM, and visible on His gentle and loving face was a  radiance of sadness. HE truly is the LORD who loves us; we are HIS children, HIS belonging. 

I continued to walk with the LORD and met with James, he delivered the message, "Do the  Word of God faithfully, don't just listen. Do not deviate from the Word of the LORD, live a  life pleasing God." 

Then I met Peter who said, "Do not ever turn from your faith in the LORD, never once have  you hurt the LORD. I regret that in my life I hurt the LORD, even though I was always with  the LORD. But thanks be to the LORD, I am a coward who can be here, it is because of the  mercy of the LORD, the power of the LORD that made my life change, so I dare to preach  the gospel and be a blessing to many people so that until the end of my life I maintain my  faith in Him."

After that I met with Daniel, his message, "You must worship your LORD with all your heart  until the end of your life, let nothing shake your faith in God, then everything will be  revealed to you until the end of time." 

I was shocked. "Wow ... I overslept ... but why did I meet the LORD while I was sleeping?" I felt impolite of not being in a praying position, but in a sleeping position ... 

"I can reveal anything through anything, anytime, anywhere, and in whatever you do, you can  meet with ME ... because I, GOD, AM infinite. With your spirit, you can meet with ME anytime,  anywhere, whenever you do anything. I am not a GOD that can be found only by religious  rules, it must be this ... it must that ... I am not a GOD limited by religious rules. Many people  are bored and tired of persevering in their faith in ME because many of them limit ME. With  their minds, they limit MY work in their lives that many of them become trapped in the routine  of worship, religious rules, they become tired and bored, they do not grow spiritually that they  give up following ME. Meet ME, talk with ME anytime, anywhere, when you do anything, I AM  the infinite GOD." 

Day 26: The Palace of God, King David  

When I met the LORD, not far in front of me was a palatial building that was very beautiful  and magnificent. It turned out to be the palace of the LORD. The LORD JESUS walked me to  the building. 

When entering the court of the palace, there was someone who stood up; a man who was  gallant, handsome and wore a crown. His face reflected wisdom. As I was approaching, I  learned that it was King David, he said, "I am here only because of the grace of God, in fact I  am a person who does not deserve to be here because I have done acts that hurt the LORD,  but because of God's grace, I can be in this place. The grace of the LORD gave me favor." 

When I met King David, I was discouraged because I felt that I had not done anything  meaningful to God. The extraordinary King David said that he was in Heaven only because of  the grace of God. 

The LORD said, "I like David, he is pleasing to ME. When he strayed from his path, I rebuked  him and he did not harden his heart but immediately repented, turned to ME and humbled  himself. Many of MY children stray from the path, but unfortunately, I am disappointed in  their attitude. Many of them hardened their hearts and did not repent when I rebuked them." 

I was stunned to see the palace of the LORD. So beautiful ... In the courtyard there was a  garden with colorful flowers with soft petals. I approached the garden which was full of  beautiful fragrance ...so much so I could smell it in my room too. Even after I finished praying,  the scent still lingered in my room.

Day 27 

I walked to the beautiful palace with the LORD JESUS. Upon arrival, the gate was wide open.  The floor of the palace was truly amazing ... made of gold. I turned to the left, to the gate  which was also made of gold adorned with pearls which I touched and caressed for a long  time. At first, I stood looking at the pearls, then slowly inched down to squat while feeling and  touching the palace floor. Really beautiful gate studded with pearls. The door color was sparkling ivory white and the floor color was bright yellow.  

(Revelation 21:21: The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The  great street of the city was of gold, as pure as transparent glass.)  

The LORD's Palace is truly beautiful. The LORD is truly rich ... Gold which, in the world is so  highly valued, is used in heaven as floor material … to be trampled. Pearls which, in the world  are used to show off one’s riches and are expensive, in Heaven are used only for door  decorations.  

I saw the pillars in the palace were also sparkling yellow in color ... apparently these pillars  were also made of gold. I also touched the pillars. On the right and left side of the pillars were  wide stairs going up to the balcony which were also made of sparkling gold. On those  balconies were many white-robed people who praised, glorified and worshipped the LORD by  raising their hands. Since I entered the LORD's palace, I never stopped touching the doors,  floors, balconies and pillars. 

When I entered a place further into the palace, I heard the praises and glorification of the  LORD without ceasing. "Here everyone will offer praise and worship every time at any time, there is no end, rest or  tiredness ...", said the LORD JESUS. Even when I had finished praying, my ears felt like I was still hearing praise, worship, and  glorification of God. Glorious praise of worship, so beautiful to hear that I shuddered and my  whole body trembled. 

Day 28 

Today I prayed as usual, I did not go to heaven or hell. Today I especially worshipped God, gave thanks to HIM, and conveyed personal things to HIM. 

Day 29 

In the afternoon I returned to pray in my room. I was in the palace of the LORD precisely on  the balcony where many people were praising and worshipping the LORD. The LORD JESUS  was not beside me. I was at the edge, standing among the people belonging to the LORD who  praised and worshipped the LORD.

In front of me was the seat of the LORD's throne, shining golden yellow surrounded by  beautiful jewels. There was a person sitting in the chair, a king in a magnificent purple robe,  with a beautiful golden yellow crown surrounded by gemstones. The LORD JESUS was that  Person. In a very luxurious king’s robe, HIS face was full of authority, firm but friendly. His  person radiated glory. Everyone including me knelt to glorify the LORD JESUS as the KING of  kings. Unable to withstand His glory everyone, including me, fell down. There were cries of  exaltation to the LORD JESUS, not tears of sadness but tears of joy and amazement. The  presence of God was so strong that all the people bowed down to glorify the name of the  LORD - so much so that my physical ear could hear everyone praising the LORD: 

Holy ... holy is the LORD 

You are a holy GOD 

KING of kings 

Honor and glory only unto YOU 

Hallelujah ... Hallelujah ... amen 

Holy ... holy is the LORD ... 

With my spiritual ear, what I heard was not in the Indonesian language, but other languages.  However, in my physical ear, I heard everything in Indonesian. There was a number of similar  words such as 'Hallelujah' and 'Amen', although the pronunciation was different. 

In front of me, beside the LORD JESUS, were many angels who played musical instruments,  praising the name of the LORD. Also, there were many angels dotted amongst the people of the LORD participating in praising the name of the LORD. No one was silent. 

Day 30 

I returned to the palace of the LORD JESUS. The LORD JESUS was beside me. I walked to the  very end near the palace wall. The palace walls consisted of beautiful gemstones, from the  bottom right to the top; the gemstones were of different colors. The colors of these  gemstones were not random but neatly arranged per line. The walls of the LORD's palace  consist of several rows of beautiful gemstones, each row of different colors. 

The first line with a certain thickness was black, the second line with a certain thickness was  red. The sequences were as follows: black, bright red, red heart (purplish red), purple, bluish  purple (the color is rather bright), dark blue, light blue (blue which was reddish and purplish),  dark brown, reddish brown (bright ), yellow, green, white. 

(Revelation 21:19-20:19 The foundations of the city walls were decorated with every kind of  precious stone. The first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third agate, the  fourth emerald, 20 the fifth onyx, the sixth ruby, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the  ninth topaz, the tenth turquoise, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst. 21 The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of  gold, as pure as transparent glass.) 

I saw many angels in God’s palace, there were 2 types of angels: winged and not winged. Their  height was approximately 2 meters. The LORD JESUS explained that angels who have no wings  are angels of praise and worship, so these angels hold musical instruments --- while angels  who have wings are angels of war, usually to help the children of GOD in spiritual warfare, so they carry weapons for warfare like swords and arrows. 

Then I went back to walk with the LORD JESUS and met with John, the most beloved disciple  of the LORD JESUS, his face radiating tenderness. "Live close to the LORD JESUS, be closed and intimate with the LORD JESUS, not just wanting something from HIM." said John. 

Day 31: More Biblical Figures  

This morning my throat felt dry, I wanted to drink more than one or two drops. After asking  God for permission, I took a glass of water. Praise the LORD, I can drink more than usual. I felt happy, relieved, and refreshed. 

While praying, I met the LORD JESUS in the palace. I walked out of His palace, walked back to  the place where many of his houses were. There I met more extraordinary Bible characters who loved the LORD. 

I met Malachi, his message, "Do not ever steal the LORD's possession. What belongs to the  LORD belongs to the LORD. When you obey the Word of God, surely the LORD will return  your possessions. God is rich, HE never owes." 

I met Daniel, his message, "Every statement of the LORD concerning the end times will be  fulfilled these days. Defend and persevere in your faith in God. Stay faithful, worship HIM  with respect and fear." 

I met Elisha, his message, "Ask the LORD to be equipped with the Spirit of God to make you  strong in facing every challenge and problem in your life." 

I also met Elijah and he said, "In these last days, there will be many Jezebel spirits who crush  and oppress the children of God, spirit and soul, so that physically the children of God will  feel depressed and sick. Many children of God will give up, be disappointed in the LORD,  discouraged and think that the LORD never helped and cared for their lives. Children of God  must realize that when faced with any serious problems, do not be afraid, they must believe  in God that God always helps." 

Day 32 

Today I walked with the LORD JESUS. He lovingly took my hand. I saw a river in a residential  area and the LORD JESUS took me there. Next to the river were shady trees. The trees were  sturdy with thick leaves and roots that spread into the river. There were rocks around the river. I couldn't wait to put my feet in the river. Not only that, I also wanted to play with the  water and swim. The river water that flowed was so clear and cool. 

I saw the LORD JESUS sitting by the river, smiling at me as I was playing with the water. Once satisfied playing with the water, I immediately approached the LORD JESUS. I sat next to the  LORD JESUS, watching around the river and the sturdy thick leafy trees around it. There were trees that have round, purplish red fruits, and various other fruit trees. Very shady and cool.  Very beautiful ... Not to mention the fish in the river that swam here and there added to the beauty of this place. 

Sister Oracle

The testimony centers on how Christians had dwellings in heaven, but were told they did not yet have a mansion because of areas in their life that still required repentance and obedience. Through personal examples, the angel emphasized that love, forgiveness, humility, faithfulness, generosity, self-control, and wholehearted service to God are qualities that contribute to storing up heavenly rewards, illustrating that a believer's daily choices have eternal significance.

WHY I DONT HAVE HOUSING IN HEAVEN!

I will tell the brethren in the world to be firm in the Lord. The Lord granted me to experience the two places that are eternal, heaven and hell.

I was at home and was feeling the way I feel when I am about to be raptured. I felt exhausted, uneasy, as if I just wanted an eternal sleep. I was saying, "I don't want another experience."

Later, in the church, when there was a convention about the 21 days of Daniel, which had ended, and we were sleeping in the church, it was 10:00 at night when I saw the appearance of an angel of the Lord. It was the chief angel Gabriel. He was big and was wearing heavenly armor. He was resplendent with great light. In fact, the hue of his body was like the incandescent light we have at home.

I wanted to speak, but I realized that I had lost my words. I began to make signs to attract the attention of the brethren. An intercessor understood that I was having a vision and brought me a pen to write what I was seeing. She signaled the leader of my department. In our church, there is a department set up to guide those who have the rapture of the spirit, and my leader encouraged me to continue to pray even though I was unable to speak all night and I was afraid.

I was only able to utter words in the morning when a brother asked me a question, and I realized that I was able to speak. When I recovered my speech, I felt a great peace.

That night we were in the church praying again, and when it was 11:30 at night, the chief angel Gabriel appeared again. I went to the prayer accompanied by an intercessor. I told her, "I feel like I am going to be transported in the spirit."

We were talking, and while conversing with her, I realized that I was no longer in my body. I was dead. When I left my body, I saw that the brethren surrounded me. I tried to call my mother and sister, but no one could hear me. There is no contact between the dead and the living.

That's when I heard a powerful voice telling me, "Where you are, no one can hear you because you are alone and you are with me."

I said to the voice, "Who are you? Manifest yourself so that I can see you."

That's when I saw a great light descending from heaven to the ground. The one who was the light was truly a giant figure, for my height reached only to his hip. I saw that he was wearing white garments similar to what I was wearing.

When he stood before me, he told me, "Fear not. I am the angel Gabriel."

I also wanted to introduce myself, but he told me, "You don't need to tell me who you are because I know you."

I asked, "Why am I here in this place?"

He said, "Fear not, for your Lord wanted to show you things that you must experience."

I said, "Why me? I don't want these experiences."

He said no more, but took me by the hand, and we began our journey.

Later, we arrived before a massive golden gate. When he opened the shining gate, we entered the celestial world of light, and I saw the majestic paradise of God. There were mansions of gold in the form of castles, great palaces with inscriptions of the names of the people to whom they belonged.

I saw the names of my pastor, Sister Irene, and other servants.

I said to Gabriel, "I see other people's mansions, but I don't see my mansion."

He asked me, "Do you really want to have a mansion in heaven?"

I said, "Of course."

Immediately, images appeared before us that he projected. When I looked, I saw something that had happened in our church. A brother was coming into the church, and I was passing by. We both passed one another as if we did not know each other, without greeting one another.

Gabriel asked me, "Is this attitude right for a child of God?"

I replied to him, "It's true that I refused to greet this brother, but you should know the reason why I behaved that way."

Immediately, Gabriel showed us another image where I saw what had really happened previously between me and this brother. I saw the day when I was sick. I was carrying medication and water because I was about to take my medication when the brother bumped into me. As a result, some of my medication fell to the ground, and I became aggravated. Out of anger, I threw the rest of the medication on the ground.

Gabriel asked me, "Is a child of God supposed to behave this way, manifesting anger?"

I replied to Gabriel, "You can see that this brother caused my medication to fall on the ground. I bought it with my own money."

Gabriel said to me, "If you watch this image carefully, you will see that he did not do it intentionally. And even if he had, should you behave that way? He did not do it on purpose, but you exploded with anger and aggravation. Because of your grudge, you no longer greet your brother. A child of God does not behave that way."

I could no longer justify myself because I was guilty.

I asked the angel, "Is that why I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Exactly. It is because you do not have love. If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a ringing gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing." (1 Corinthians 13:1–2)

Gabriel asked me, "Why are you stealing from your Lord?"

I was stunned by the question and said, "I have never been a thief since my childhood. My mother raised me well and never taught me to steal. You don't know me. That's why you are speaking that way."

I asked Gabriel, "Have even you angels begun to lie like humans, even to the point of bearing false testimony against me?"

Immediately, Gabriel projected the movie of my life—from the moment my mother became pregnant with me, through my birth, childhood, adolescence, and until my death in the church. This was to demonstrate to me that he knew me better than I knew myself.

He projected an image of one of our church services when the pastor called people forward to pay their tithes. There were many people at the altar paying their tithes.

Gabriel told me, "Look at the faces of the people paying tithes and see if you can find yourself."

Even though I knew I did not pay tithes, I still looked at the faces of the people at the front and could not see myself.

Gabriel asked me, "Have you seen yourself among the people paying tithes?"

I said, "No, I don't."

He asked me, "Why are you stealing from your Lord? When you do not pay tithes, you rob God."

I asked him, "Is that the reason I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Yes. 'Will a man rob God? Yet you are robbing Me. But you ask, "How do we rob You?" In tithes and offerings. You are cursed with a curse, yet you, the whole nation, are still robbing Me. Bring the full tithe into the storehouse so that there may be food in My house. Test Me in this,' says the Lord of Hosts. 'See if I will not open the windows of heaven and pour out for you blessing without measure.'" (Malachi 3)

My companion asked me, "Why don't you clean the temple of your God?"

I thought he was talking about my body.

I told him, "I always invoke the blood of the Lamb to wash my garments and cleanse me from impurity, always confessing my sins so that I may be holy."

Gabriel said, "I am not talking about that temple. Do you clean the church when you gather?"

I said, "Of course I do."

He then projected an image of the church before us. On that day, I was sitting in the church when a brother entered and asked me, "Sister, have you done any activity in the church since you arrived?"

I replied, "Brother, I have cleaned outside the church."

Then I said to Gabriel, "You see, I cleaned outside the church."

Gabriel said, "Observe carefully where you cleaned."

When I looked, I saw that I had failed to remove the garbage. After cleaning the place, I had left the garbage right there.

Gabriel said, "When you clean your own house, do you leave the garbage in the living room after cleaning? You always take the garbage to the bin. That is what you failed to do when cleaning the outer court of the temple of the Lord. You must learn to take care of the Lord's temple the way you take care of your own house."

I said, "Is this one of the reasons I don't have a mansion here in heaven?"

He said, "Exactly. One of the sisters in your church, whose mansion you saw in this celestial kingdom, has the habit of cleaning the church with love. That is why she has a golden palace here. She does it without murmuring and without being told."

Upon hearing these words, I did not know what to say, and it was painful.

"And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to Him, to love Him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul?" (Deuteronomy 10:12)

Gabriel asked me, "Where have you become so proud?"

I said, "What do you mean? I am not a proud person."

Then he projected an image of a day when we were holding a prayer for the guidance of spiritual gifts, where those who manifested the gifts of the Spirit gathered.

Gabriel said, "Look and see if you were in that prayer."

When I looked at the people praying in our group, I saw that I was not there. Instead, I noticed a 15-year-old young man who was sick but still came to participate, and he was lying there.

I told the angel, "I cannot see myself there."

He asked me, "Why were you not present?"

I replied to him, "I was sick. That is why I could not make it."

He told me, "Do you not see the sick young boy who is trembling, yet he was still able to come and pray? You have become proud because of the gift of the Spirit manifesting in your life. Understand that when it comes to God's work, no justification will be accepted. The Lord's work comes first. His work must be done with love and strength, without murmuring."

I asked him, "Is that why I don't have a celestial mansion in the Holy City?"

He said, "Yes."

Then he asked me, "Why are you giving access to the devil?"

I replied, "I am not a witch. How can I give access to the devil?"

Gabriel shook his head and said, "That is not the access I am talking about."

Then he projected before us four images showing instances where I was exploding in anger and shouting in an uncontrolled manner. I was shocked by the outbursts of anger that I saw in these images.

My companion, Gabriel, told me, "You are the channel through which the Lord speaks by your mouth, your eyes, and your ears. But every time you are tempted by the enemy, you lose control and explode in anger over little things. When a child of God loses his temper, he becomes far from the Holy Spirit, for He is the Spirit of temperance and tenderness. 'Be angry, and do not sin. Do not let the sun go down on your wrath, and do not give the devil a foothold.'"

Then Gabriel asked me, "Why don't you give offerings?"

I objected and said, "I always give my offering."

He projected before us an image of one of our church services where people were giving their offerings. I saw that I was not among the people giving because I was in the media department filming.

I told Gabriel, "On that particular day I did not give an offering because I could not leave the media equipment to go forward and give."

Immediately, Gabriel projected another image where my leaders were filming the service. When it was time for the offering, they left the media equipment in order to give their offerings.

Then Gabriel said to me, "You see how even your leader of the media department left everything in order to give back to the Lord what He had given them. You do not have the strength and love to give back what God has given you, yet your leader does."

"Offering is not about giving God a gift. It is about giving back to God what He has given you, because everything you have is what He gave you."

I asked him, "Is that the reason I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Yes, it is."

I saw that all the excuses I had given to Gabriel were baseless.

He told me, "The Lord Jesus Christ wants you to go back to the right path, for He has many things to show you. He has chosen you. Therefore, you must stop giving access to the devil through habits that do not please the Lord."

Then I heard the powerful sound of a trumpet reverberating throughout heaven.

Gabriel said, "It is time to worship the Lord in heaven."

He took me to another golden gate of paradise. When we entered, I saw countless myriads of the hosts of heaven. They were innumerable, resplendent angels. Before us was a massive shining throne of indescribable proportions, from which a great light radiated.

I could hardly look when the trumpet sounded in heaven.

I was astonished to hear in heaven the voice of Brother John, the moderator of our church. His voice announced that the time of worship had begun. Yet he was praying to open the worship service in our church. When he stopped praying, the service in our church began.

I asked my companion, "Is Brother John a moderator in heaven as well?"

Gabriel said, "That is not the case. Understand that every time a holiness church on earth begins its service, the trumpet sounds in heaven, and the angels gather before the throne and kneel down to worship the Lord along with the holiness church. The angels stand only when it is time to praise the Lord in these holiness churches. Worship in heaven is done on the knees, and the only One seated is the Lord."

When the service began, my companion told me, "It is time for you to go back. I will come to take you again for another experience."

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The central message is that a “mansion in heaven” is not built only through religious activity, but through a transformed heart that reflects love, obedience, humility, faithfulness, and service to God and others. In summary, the ways described as building a mansion in heaven include:

1. Walk in love toward others — Show forgiveness, kindness, patience, and compassion instead of anger, resentment, or unforgiveness.
2. Control anger and practice self-control — Avoid uncontrolled reactions, bitterness, and behaviors that give room for temptation.
3. Serve God with humility — Do God’s work without pride, seeking recognition, or feeling above others because of spiritual gifts.
4. Be faithful in giving and offerings — Honor God with generosity and give back from what He has provided.
5. Care for God’s house and His work — Serve faithfully, complete tasks fully, and do so with love rather than complaining.
6. Put God’s work first — Avoid excuses and prioritize spiritual responsibilities with commitment and dedication.
7. Maintain obedience and holiness — Strive to live according to God’s commands and continually seek repentance and growth.
8. Serve with love, not obligation — The testimony emphasizes that actions done without love do not have the same eternal value.
9. Remain humble before God — Recognize that spiritual gifts, abilities, and blessings come from God and should not lead to pride.
10. Worship and honor God sincerely — Approach God with reverence, devotion, and a heart committed to Him.