Elisabeth 2 People of Heaven

The central message is that entering Heaven is only through JESUS, and that God values the sincerity, purity, obedience, faith, repentance, and condition of a person’s heart rather than outward accomplishments. The narrator is warned that the world will become increasingly chaotic and that God will protect His people, while numerous biblical figures—including Moses, Paul, Joshua, Abraham, Noah, Job, Joseph, Jeremiah, Isaiah, Ezekiel, James, Peter, Daniel, David, John, Malachi, Elisha, and Elijah—give messages emphasizing obedience, perseverance, repentance, faith, intimacy with Jesus, rejecting idols, accepting God’s calling, and remaining faithful through trials. Jesus also emphasizes seeking Him personally and encourages believers to draw near to Him anytime and anywhere, rather than becoming trapped in religious routine.

40 DAYS WITH JESUS IN HEAVEN AND HELL

-Testimony of Elisabeth Widyawati Herman

Note: Translated from Indonesian into English by Elma Larsen. Jesus’ words are in red, Scriptures are in blue  Elma Larsen additions for clearer translation are in green 

Day 16: Heaven's Gate 

Today when praying, my spiritual body was taken to another place. But I noticed this was not  the Hell I visited yesterday. Beside me stood the LORD JESUS who smiled softly. In front of me was a very large gate. I couldn’t wait to get in. Before entering, I caressed the door, the color was like wood but it was not wood. The  surface was smooth and sparkling, grey like a pile of sturdy stones neatly arranged. I tried to  open the door but it was very difficult. I could not even push it. I saw that my spiritual body was only 12 years old.  

"Is it because I’m still a small child that I can't push it?", I thought to myself. Then my eyes  turned to a keyhole. 

"Oh, how can I enter without having a key?", I told myself. I saw the LORD JESUS standing not far from me. He smiled and approached me, then took my  hand like a father holding his child lovingly. But the LORD JESUS did not invite me into the  gate. HE turned around ...  "Calm down my dear, I just want to show you the place where you had been for the past few  days."

 

The LORD JESUS pointed downwards.  "Look down, that is Hell where people receive eternal punishment", said the LORD.  I looked down intently with full attention. I saw that the shape of hell was like a supine  sleeping human body. It turned out that the part of Hell that I visited yesterday was shaped  like a leg. Then I turned around and wanted to enter the gate in front of me. I pushed back  the door but could not.  "Only I have the door key, MY child. Only through ME can anyone enter the Gate." 

(John 14:6: Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the  Father except through me.”) 

I looked to the LORD JESUS. HE approached me and showed me a key. Then he led me and  opened the door. After the door opened, the LORD JESUS took my hand and said, 

"Welcome to HEAVEN, my dear."  "Waah ...”, I looked around the place ... "How beautiful, LORD."  I've never seen such a beautiful place ... This place was so bright, but strangely my skin didn't  feel hot or burnt, not like being in the sun. This place, although the light was bright, it did not dazzle my eyes, the weather was so cool as in the mountains.  

"HEAVEN is really beautiful ...", I said murmuring to myself.  

My eyes were fixed on the garden to my right, there were many colorful flowers, some  yellow, white, red, light purple, pink, light blue, and fresh green leaves. There were flowers and grasses that swayed slowly to the left and right.  "Wow LORD, this is so beautiful ...", I was stunned and amazed. Then I took the sand that I was treading on, I clinched it in my hand then let it sprinkle down  ... it was really soft sand, sand made of clear glass. I played with the sand and then looked at  the LORD JESUS, it turned out that HE was watching me. The LORD JESUS just smiled at me.  So I stood back up, holding the hand of the LORD JESUS. HE stroked my hair, I felt the love of  a father. 

I ended my prayer and fell silent. I rubbed my face with my hands, it felt like a dream. I lay down and looked at the ceiling of my room while muttering,   "Heaven is truly beautiful, LORD." I rubbed my hands and saw that the experience had had an impact on my physical body; I felt the coolness of Heaven, even though the temperature in my room was hot.  

"You will see even more beautiful things", said the LORD in my ear. 

Day 17: The Desert 

I couldn't wait, I wanted to see HEAVEN again. I immediately prayed in the hope that God  would invite me to HEAVEN; beautiful and awesome place. At the time of praise and worship,  my spiritual body was carried by the LORD. I was surprised because the LORD did not take me  to Heaven but to other places that I had never visited. Not Heaven, not Hell either. My  spiritual body came to a well and was leaning against it. I tried to look around me, it looked  like I was in a vast desert. There were many tents and people of various skin colours. They  wore the same robe as mine, a white one, with shoes similar to those worn by the Romans.  There were also several wells there. I stood looking around me, I really did not understand  why I was in this place. As I was watching, I heard explosions and gunfire. 

Suddenly someone  tapped me on the shoulder, it was the LORD JESUS.  "I will show what will happen in this wilderness", said the LORD. Then He took my hand and I felt my spiritual body flew in the air. Then I was in a city, on a  highway outside the desert. In that city I saw many accidents, robberies, shootings and  killings. I saw clearly people being killed outright immediately shot in the head. People killed  cruelly, even parents killed their children. There was also a person who committed suicide by  crashing his car into a running train. There was a lot of chaos everywhere. I watched with fear.  

"Don't be afraid of MY child", said the LORD 

"This will not happen to you or MY people", said the LORD again. "In the wilderness I will protect and care for MY people. The world will be increasingly chaotic,  the love of people will grow cold, people will become more ferocious, cruel, with no  compassion for one another, selfish, self-loving and do whatever they want so that self interest is achieved ", said the LORD. I was silent, I held tight the hand of the LORD because of the fear of seeing so much evil  happening before me. Lots of blood flowing everywhere. 

(Revelation 12:6: The woman fled into the wilderness to a place prepared for her by God,  where she might be taken care of for 1,260 days. 

Revelation 12:14: The woman was given the two wings of a great eagle, so that she might fly  to the place prepared for her in the wilderness, where she would be taken care of for a time,  times and half a time, out of the serpent’s reach.) 

The LORD JESUS took me back to the wilderness, showing me around the wilderness. I saw  clearly there were many parents, young people, and children of various nationalities.

Day 18: Hall of Heaven 

I lay down on the bed, then I took the calendar that was on my desk. I had been experiencing  this process from God for 18 days now. My body felt very weak, my knees would tremble  while walking, and sometimes when I walked, I needed to rest sitting down. But praise God, I was still given the strength and ability by God to do activities at home and continue to serve  and worship in the church. Instead of doing nothing, I decided to pray again while asking  myself,   "Where else will the LORD take me?" But then I thought, "Ah, why think about that, the  important thing is to meet the LORD JESUS." 

When I started worshipping the LORD, my 12-year-old spiritual body was in another place. I  saw the LORD JESUS smiling.  "Hooray ... in heaven again ...", I screamed while dancing.   Very delighted…. "Wow God ... so beautiful here", as I approached the garden on my right.  I enjoyed looking at the colorful flowers, leaves and grass. There was also a fragrant floral  aroma which impacted my physical body as it too smelt the fragrance of the flowers. When I  touched a flower, the petals felt soft. Various types of flowers exist in this garden, really  beautiful .... As soon as I set foot on the grass, I felt droplets of water, which were on the  grass, touched my feet ... they felt cool and fresh. After walking in the garden and enjoying its beauty, I turned to the road where I had originally been standing. God invited me to go to the  left side of the road. The LORD led me to a place like a great hall with green plants around it. 

The great hall was very large and could hold millions of people. I felt so small compared to the size of the hall. The hall was empty and there was no furniture in it. The hall was supported  by pillars made of golden yellow stones shining brightly with flower like carvings on the  bottom. The floor was like a clear ivory white marble. This hall was not like a house with walls  or doors or windows, only pillars. "This is for MY children who have just believed in ME before I called them home." 

When the LORD said that, in front of me there was a big vision. I saw a person who was  seriously ill in a room with many pipes attached to his body, then someone came to pray for  that person and that person believed in the LORD JESUS, after that person died, his faith in  the LORD JESUS was considered, then he went to heaven. The LORD explained that this hall  was for people who in their lifetime did not believe in the LORD JESUS but repented at the  last moment of their lives. 

After I saw the hall, my spiritual body immediately returned to my room. Remembering that  there were services in church soon, I got ready for a shower and then to be picked up by a  prayer team friend. During this process from God, the ministry with the church prayer team  continued as usual. At the place where we prayed, many people would ask questions which were answered by the prayer team leader. Whenever I received a message from God for the  people we were praying for, I would deliver it in writing (since Elisabeth could not yet speak  Indonesian again). 

Day 19: Houses in Heaven 

My spiritual body was brought back to the Great Hall in Heaven. I went back to playing in it,  holding the support post and circling around it, squatting until I sat on my knees touching the  soft floor ... cool ... and sparkling clear. The LORD JESUS who stood beside me just smiled at  what I was doing.  

I stood up, then the LORD JESUS invited me to walk to a place where there were many houses.  The road we followed was a soft sandy glass road. The area was like a residential area. The  LORD JESUS invited to tour the area. Various types of houses were there, some were large,  medium and small. There were houses that were already made, half-finished, or newly built.  Some houses had a small garden in their yard, others didn't. I asked the LORD JESUS,  "LORD, whose houses are these? How come there are so many?"  The LORD answered, "These are the homes of MY children who served ME while they were  on earth." 

"Why are the houses different? There are big, small and medium?", I asked again.  And the LORD said, "It depends on their service, my dear. What they have done for ME." "Ooo ... that means the more service, the better the house, LORD?"  "No, my dear, I do not see how much they serve, or how long they serve, I also do not see how  busy they are working to serve ME." 

"Ooo ...", I said while dumbfounded, “then why the houses are different, LORD?" 

"I see the service of MY children from their hearts, the more they are sincere, the pure in heart they serve ME, the better and bigger their home will be. I see the hearts of MY children, the  more their heart please ME, the more their lives please MY heart, I will provide the best home,  a more beautiful place to live here", said the LORD.  

"I do not see how much they serve me, maybe what they do is not seen by others, but I see, I  AM the one who judge and look at their hearts."  We continued to walk around the area.  "LORD, why are there already finished houses, some not yet, and some have just been built?  Why, LORD?" 

"If the house is ready, it means that his job in the world is finished, he will be called home soon.  If the house is not yet finished being built, it's not yet time to go home, there are still a lot of things to do in the world. If a new house is about to be built, it means that he is just about to  start to serve ME." 

I just nodded my head when I heard the LORD JESUS speak. (John 14:2: My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that  I am going there to prepare a place for you?)  My body felt weak, I sat leaning against the wall of my room. I couldn’t stand it any longer, so  slowly I fell on my bed until strength returned to me. 

Day 20

My spiritual body was back in Heaven, in the area where there were many houses. I walked  with the LORD JESUS, while occasionally my hand touched the flowers in the yard of the  houses we passed. My eyes were then fixed on the trees opposite the houses. I walked alone  to a tree like a curious child. I analyzed the tree; the stem was not so thick, but the leaves  were dense and the size was not too small, just like citrus leaves. It was covered in fruit - red  mixed with yellow and light green. I wanted to eat the fruit so much that my mouth began to  water. Physically my throat felt dry, but I did not dare ask for it ... Then from behind me came  the voice of the LORD JESUS so soft saying,  "Do you want that fruit?" 

I quickly turned towards the LORD JESUS, nodding my head with a smile. Then the LORD JESUS  came forward, approached the tree. His hand picked the fruit and gave it to me. When I  received it, from the fruit stalk that had just been picked, new fruit began to appear slowly. I  was stunned to witness this miracle. Then I ate the fruit. When I bit and swallowed it, I felt strength in my spiritual body that can be felt right through to my physical body. The fruit was like a fuji apple, but not an apple. It tasted sweet like pear but not pear, it was fresh and had lots of water. I ate it until it was finished. Really very tasty and fresh. After I finished it, my  physical body felt fresh, there was new strength flowing into my physical body. 

Day 21 

Today I went back to college, I was picked up by a prayer team friend at church. After what I  experienced yesterday, I felt a new strength and enthusiasm. Among the prayer team friends,  there was a friend who often took me to the campus and church for ministry.  

After college, I stopped by the workplace, apparently there was still no work and I decided  not to work anymore. It's not even possible to teach, so I decided to stop teaching too. 

When I got home, I felt tired, my knees were weak. My throat and lips were dry. I immediately  walked to get a glass of water.  "LORD, I can’t bear it, I'm thirsty ... my lips are dry, my throat is dry, allow me to drink." 

"Take some water, drip it into your mouth so that your throat will not be dry again, wet your  lips so they will not be dry", said the LORD JESUS to me. I scooped up some water with a small spoon. By raising my head, I put a spoonful of water into my mouth.  

"Not bad ... Thank God, I could taste the water even though it was only for one or two drops", I told myself. Not long after that my friend came to pick me up for church service. 

Day 22 

Today on campus there were still many friends who were wondering about what I was experiencing. Some laughed because they think it was funny. I wanted to protest (but couldn’t speak Indonesian). There were friends who understood but there were still many who did not  understand. Then there were those who mock and were offensive. My eyes filled with tears,  I wanted to cry, even when I finished college for the day, I still felt sad. Praise the LORD, there was comfort from the LORD for me. I felt a tear fall from above onto my hand but my hand  was not wet.  

"Do not be sad, my dear …. Do not be sad, MY child", the LORD said to me. I actually didn’t have to go to college, but because I was afraid of missing out on important  announcements that could affect me, I went. I walked slowly to go home using public transport. When I got home, I immediately prayed,  praised and worshipped the LORD. 

My spiritual body was back in the area with many homes  in Heaven. Next to me was the LORD JESUS. The ground that I tread on was soft sand made  of clear glass. I was in front of a finished house, with a small garden in the yard. The house was not so big. I  was curious and wanted to enter it. Like a child who pulls on his father's hand, so I pulled the  hand of the LORD JESUS.  

"LORD, I want to see the contents of this house ...", I said while looking at the face of the LORD JESUS who only smiled at my behavior. Once inside, I was shocked,  "LORD, why is there nothing?"  There was only a table with one object on it like a flower vase. The object was brownish  yellow shining bright, not of gold because the color was not golden yellow. I touched the  walls of the house, they were not like the walls of my house or the homes of people in the  world. They were like marble or marble white sparkling limestone. The floor was also not like  the floor in my house, the floor was clear like glittering glass but did not hurt the eyes. The air  in this house was also cool, "The person who owns this house has not finished their duties in the world yet, my dear. There  is still a lot of work to be done so that this house can be full of furniture”, said the LORD. I just  nodded.

God invited me to another house. This house was also finished, but it didn't have a garden. "LORD, how come there isn't a garden?"  "MY child, I always know what MY children love."  I nodded, meaning the person who owns this house doesn't like plants or gardening. I went  into it, the house was a bit bigger than the one before.   "Waah ... a lot of home furnishings, some are of gold, silver, gemstones, very beautiful .... !!! LORD, this house seems to have a complete set of furniture, meaning the person is coming  home?" 

"No, MY Child, he still has work to do, I call MY children home when they have completed their  assignments according to their respective vocation. Besides there is no name written in front  of the house as a sign of ownership of this house."  I stepped out of the house and saw it from the front. I just nodded my head, then sat back  against the door frame of the house. I was stunned, amazed ... how beautiful.  

"I call MY children home according to MY will and at the time I set", continued the LORD.  The person who pleases the LORD's heart will have a beautiful place in heaven. The more  pure, sincere, and pleasing to the LORD the heart is, the more beautiful place in Heaven will be. 

Day 23: Meeting Biblical Figures  

Today I have a computer practical exam, although with weak and trembling hands I was able  to do the test well. My friend drove me to and from campus, so I didn't have to walk. When I  got home I prayed again ... 

My spiritual body was taken into Heaven on a path made of glass sand. The LORD JESUS was  there already. Again, I was invited by the LORD JESUS to walk into an area with many houses  and there I met several Bible figures. The LORD JESUS invited me to meet them and  introduced their names. 

Many Bible figures gave messages to me. The first one I met was Moses. As I read in the Bible,  Moses was a hundred and twenty years old, but in Heaven I was surprised to see Moses  looking so much younger in his 40s. Moses said, "I regret not being able to enter the land of  Canaan that the LORD promised because of my disobedience. Obey the LORD always,  whatever God tells you to do, do it obediently." 

After that I met with Paul. Paul's message, "Surely the trials that you experience are ordinary  trials that will not exceed your strength. If you experience any serious problems, believe  there will be a way out, and that the trials will not be more than what you can bear."

After that I met with Joshua. Joshua's message, "Be strong and courageous, strengthen your  heart. Whatever happens, keep your eye upon the LORD, worship Him obediently and  faithfully. Never let your heart be bound to idols." 

I continued walking with the LORD JESUS, then I met with Abraham, his message, "Even  though you have not seen the promises of the LORD fulfilled in your life, you must BELIEVE  in the LORD. Nothing in the LORD is too difficult, everything is possible even though your  surroundings do not allow you to receive God's promises." 

Then I met with Noah, his message, "Live as close friends with God, do not look around you that can weaken your faith in God, but you must continue to live as close friends with God." 

Finally, I met Job, his message, "You have no right to your life, even the smallest part of your  life, not even your hair. Only God has the right to your life because God owns your life. So, whatever happens to your life, even the worst, you should never grumble to the LORD or  say that the LORD is evil or does not love you."  

After I met Job, I finished praying. I then remembered that there was a theory test tomorrow at college. I had to study and memorize. "LORD, to be honest, I'm very tired ... weak ... it's even hard to open my eyes to memorize", I  said, holding a lecture book. But I still tried to read slowly, I reread my lecture book twice. 

Day 24: Additional Bible Figures  

When I was doing the theory test on campus, I was astonished because I had no difficulty doing it - as if the answers just came to my mind. I easily remembered what I learned last  night even though I only read the lesson twice.  When I got home, I prayed again and met the LORD JESUS. He invited me to go around to meet again with several of the Bible characters. 

I met Joseph, his message was, "Hold fast to any vision or promise that the LORD has given through dreams or through the Word of God. Keep and protect the vision, fight until it  happens in your life. Whatever happens in your worst life, don't forget that vision, but  assume that the events in your life are part of the beautiful plan of God - until the vision of  God is achieved in your life." 

After that I met Jeremiah, his message, "Every call from the LORD that happens in your life,  accept and do it. Do not consider yourself incapable, because the LORD will give you  abilities. Do not be afraid, because when the LORD calls you, the LORD has equipped you  with all the best. In fact, the LORD has designed and known your life before you were born  until the end of your life." 

After that I met with Isaiah who said, "Go wherever the LORD sends you, never ever dispute  with the LORD because the LORD knows better what will happen in your life when the LORD sends you, surely the LORD will give His power to you."

Then I met Ezekiel who said "Never avoid the LORD's call even though it is not according to  your ability. Maybe you feel odd about the LORD's call, even worst the people around you  and the people closest to you also feel it odd, but work on that call until the glory of the  LORD is revealed to you." 

I walked again with the LORD JESUS and asked,  "LORD, why does everyone that I see in Heaven look young, when in the Bible they are  hundreds of years old?" "All that is in Heaven is not old, when everyone who believes in ME and lives his life pleasing ME come to Heaven, they will have a place here and will all be turned into adulthood. Here everyone will become a mature person. What I require is that everyone who believes in ME is spirituality mature, not spiritually immature who only beg for what they want and need." 

Everyone I meet in Heaven were adults. Every Bible character who was hundreds of years old,  who had white hair, wrinkled body skin, became young in Heaven - nice skin, original color hair, shining face. 

Day 25: More Biblical Characters 

Coming home from campus, I lay down on the floor because of the hot weather. And because  I was tired, I fell asleep ... during which time, I met the LORD JESUS again. Seeing HIM standing  on the beautiful glass sandy road ... He seemed to have been waiting for me for some time. I  was very happy because the LORD Jesus was waiting for me. Immediately the LORD JESUS  took my hand and asked me to walk.  

"Sometimes MY children do not realize that I have been waiting for them for a long time, I  want MY children to be close to ME to talk to ME, but they are too busy with their own affairs.  Only when they get into trouble do they seek ME only to find a solution to their problems. Even  then, I already feel happy they want to see ME, even if only to get a solution to their problems.  But after that they forget ME ... all they want is MY blessings, MY miracles, healings from ME  and all that I have for them. They do not want ME personally." 

When the LORD spoke, I looked at HIM, and visible on His gentle and loving face was a  radiance of sadness. HE truly is the LORD who loves us; we are HIS children, HIS belonging. 

I continued to walk with the LORD and met with James, he delivered the message, "Do the  Word of God faithfully, don't just listen. Do not deviate from the Word of the LORD, live a  life pleasing God." 

Then I met Peter who said, "Do not ever turn from your faith in the LORD, never once have  you hurt the LORD. I regret that in my life I hurt the LORD, even though I was always with  the LORD. But thanks be to the LORD, I am a coward who can be here, it is because of the  mercy of the LORD, the power of the LORD that made my life change, so I dare to preach  the gospel and be a blessing to many people so that until the end of my life I maintain my  faith in Him."

After that I met with Daniel, his message, "You must worship your LORD with all your heart  until the end of your life, let nothing shake your faith in God, then everything will be  revealed to you until the end of time." 

I was shocked. "Wow ... I overslept ... but why did I meet the LORD while I was sleeping?" I felt impolite of not being in a praying position, but in a sleeping position ... 

"I can reveal anything through anything, anytime, anywhere, and in whatever you do, you can  meet with ME ... because I, GOD, AM infinite. With your spirit, you can meet with ME anytime,  anywhere, whenever you do anything. I am not a GOD that can be found only by religious  rules, it must be this ... it must that ... I am not a GOD limited by religious rules. Many people  are bored and tired of persevering in their faith in ME because many of them limit ME. With  their minds, they limit MY work in their lives that many of them become trapped in the routine  of worship, religious rules, they become tired and bored, they do not grow spiritually that they  give up following ME. Meet ME, talk with ME anytime, anywhere, when you do anything, I AM  the infinite GOD." 

Day 26: The Palace of God, King David  

When I met the LORD, not far in front of me was a palatial building that was very beautiful  and magnificent. It turned out to be the palace of the LORD. The LORD JESUS walked me to  the building. 

When entering the court of the palace, there was someone who stood up; a man who was  gallant, handsome and wore a crown. His face reflected wisdom. As I was approaching, I  learned that it was King David, he said, "I am here only because of the grace of God, in fact I  am a person who does not deserve to be here because I have done acts that hurt the LORD,  but because of God's grace, I can be in this place. The grace of the LORD gave me favor." 

When I met King David, I was discouraged because I felt that I had not done anything  meaningful to God. The extraordinary King David said that he was in Heaven only because of  the grace of God. 

The LORD said, "I like David, he is pleasing to ME. When he strayed from his path, I rebuked  him and he did not harden his heart but immediately repented, turned to ME and humbled  himself. Many of MY children stray from the path, but unfortunately, I am disappointed in  their attitude. Many of them hardened their hearts and did not repent when I rebuked them." 

I was stunned to see the palace of the LORD. So beautiful ... In the courtyard there was a  garden with colorful flowers with soft petals. I approached the garden which was full of  beautiful fragrance ...so much so I could smell it in my room too. Even after I finished praying,  the scent still lingered in my room.

Day 27 

I walked to the beautiful palace with the LORD JESUS. Upon arrival, the gate was wide open.  The floor of the palace was truly amazing ... made of gold. I turned to the left, to the gate  which was also made of gold adorned with pearls which I touched and caressed for a long  time. At first, I stood looking at the pearls, then slowly inched down to squat while feeling and  touching the palace floor. Really beautiful gate studded with pearls. The door color was sparkling ivory white and the floor color was bright yellow.  

(Revelation 21:21: The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The  great street of the city was of gold, as pure as transparent glass.)  

The LORD's Palace is truly beautiful. The LORD is truly rich ... Gold which, in the world is so  highly valued, is used in heaven as floor material … to be trampled. Pearls which, in the world  are used to show off one’s riches and are expensive, in Heaven are used only for door  decorations.  

I saw the pillars in the palace were also sparkling yellow in color ... apparently these pillars  were also made of gold. I also touched the pillars. On the right and left side of the pillars were  wide stairs going up to the balcony which were also made of sparkling gold. On those  balconies were many white-robed people who praised, glorified and worshipped the LORD by  raising their hands. Since I entered the LORD's palace, I never stopped touching the doors,  floors, balconies and pillars. 

When I entered a place further into the palace, I heard the praises and glorification of the  LORD without ceasing. "Here everyone will offer praise and worship every time at any time, there is no end, rest or  tiredness ...", said the LORD JESUS. Even when I had finished praying, my ears felt like I was still hearing praise, worship, and  glorification of God. Glorious praise of worship, so beautiful to hear that I shuddered and my  whole body trembled. 

Day 28 

Today I prayed as usual, I did not go to heaven or hell. Today I especially worshipped God, gave thanks to HIM, and conveyed personal things to HIM. 

Day 29 

In the afternoon I returned to pray in my room. I was in the palace of the LORD precisely on  the balcony where many people were praising and worshipping the LORD. The LORD JESUS  was not beside me. I was at the edge, standing among the people belonging to the LORD who  praised and worshipped the LORD.

In front of me was the seat of the LORD's throne, shining golden yellow surrounded by  beautiful jewels. There was a person sitting in the chair, a king in a magnificent purple robe,  with a beautiful golden yellow crown surrounded by gemstones. The LORD JESUS was that  Person. In a very luxurious king’s robe, HIS face was full of authority, firm but friendly. His  person radiated glory. Everyone including me knelt to glorify the LORD JESUS as the KING of  kings. Unable to withstand His glory everyone, including me, fell down. There were cries of  exaltation to the LORD JESUS, not tears of sadness but tears of joy and amazement. The  presence of God was so strong that all the people bowed down to glorify the name of the  LORD - so much so that my physical ear could hear everyone praising the LORD: 

Holy ... holy is the LORD 

You are a holy GOD 

KING of kings 

Honor and glory only unto YOU 

Hallelujah ... Hallelujah ... amen 

Holy ... holy is the LORD ... 

With my spiritual ear, what I heard was not in the Indonesian language, but other languages.  However, in my physical ear, I heard everything in Indonesian. There was a number of similar  words such as 'Hallelujah' and 'Amen', although the pronunciation was different. 

In front of me, beside the LORD JESUS, were many angels who played musical instruments,  praising the name of the LORD. Also, there were many angels dotted amongst the people of the LORD participating in praising the name of the LORD. No one was silent. 

Day 30 

I returned to the palace of the LORD JESUS. The LORD JESUS was beside me. I walked to the  very end near the palace wall. The palace walls consisted of beautiful gemstones, from the  bottom right to the top; the gemstones were of different colors. The colors of these  gemstones were not random but neatly arranged per line. The walls of the LORD's palace  consist of several rows of beautiful gemstones, each row of different colors. 

The first line with a certain thickness was black, the second line with a certain thickness was  red. The sequences were as follows: black, bright red, red heart (purplish red), purple, bluish  purple (the color is rather bright), dark blue, light blue (blue which was reddish and purplish),  dark brown, reddish brown (bright ), yellow, green, white. 

(Revelation 21:19-20:19 The foundations of the city walls were decorated with every kind of  precious stone. The first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third agate, the  fourth emerald, 20 the fifth onyx, the sixth ruby, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the  ninth topaz, the tenth turquoise, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst. 21 The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of  gold, as pure as transparent glass.) 

I saw many angels in God’s palace, there were 2 types of angels: winged and not winged. Their  height was approximately 2 meters. The LORD JESUS explained that angels who have no wings  are angels of praise and worship, so these angels hold musical instruments --- while angels  who have wings are angels of war, usually to help the children of GOD in spiritual warfare, so they carry weapons for warfare like swords and arrows. 

Then I went back to walk with the LORD JESUS and met with John, the most beloved disciple  of the LORD JESUS, his face radiating tenderness. "Live close to the LORD JESUS, be closed and intimate with the LORD JESUS, not just wanting something from HIM." said John. 

Day 31: More Biblical Figures  

This morning my throat felt dry, I wanted to drink more than one or two drops. After asking  God for permission, I took a glass of water. Praise the LORD, I can drink more than usual. I felt happy, relieved, and refreshed. 

While praying, I met the LORD JESUS in the palace. I walked out of His palace, walked back to  the place where many of his houses were. There I met more extraordinary Bible characters who loved the LORD. 

I met Malachi, his message, "Do not ever steal the LORD's possession. What belongs to the  LORD belongs to the LORD. When you obey the Word of God, surely the LORD will return  your possessions. God is rich, HE never owes." 

I met Daniel, his message, "Every statement of the LORD concerning the end times will be  fulfilled these days. Defend and persevere in your faith in God. Stay faithful, worship HIM  with respect and fear." 

I met Elisha, his message, "Ask the LORD to be equipped with the Spirit of God to make you  strong in facing every challenge and problem in your life." 

I also met Elijah and he said, "In these last days, there will be many Jezebel spirits who crush  and oppress the children of God, spirit and soul, so that physically the children of God will  feel depressed and sick. Many children of God will give up, be disappointed in the LORD,  discouraged and think that the LORD never helped and cared for their lives. Children of God  must realize that when faced with any serious problems, do not be afraid, they must believe  in God that God always helps." 

Day 32 

Today I walked with the LORD JESUS. He lovingly took my hand. I saw a river in a residential  area and the LORD JESUS took me there. Next to the river were shady trees. The trees were  sturdy with thick leaves and roots that spread into the river. There were rocks around the river. I couldn't wait to put my feet in the river. Not only that, I also wanted to play with the  water and swim. The river water that flowed was so clear and cool. 

I saw the LORD JESUS sitting by the river, smiling at me as I was playing with the water. Once satisfied playing with the water, I immediately approached the LORD JESUS. I sat next to the  LORD JESUS, watching around the river and the sturdy thick leafy trees around it. There were trees that have round, purplish red fruits, and various other fruit trees. Very shady and cool.  Very beautiful ... Not to mention the fish in the river that swam here and there added to the beauty of this place. 

Sister Oracle

The testimony centers on how Christians had dwellings in heaven, but were told they did not yet have a mansion because of areas in their life that still required repentance and obedience. Through personal examples, the angel emphasized that love, forgiveness, humility, faithfulness, generosity, self-control, and wholehearted service to God are qualities that contribute to storing up heavenly rewards, illustrating that a believer's daily choices have eternal significance.

WHY I DONT HAVE HOUSING IN HEAVEN!

I will tell the brethren in the world to be firm in the Lord. The Lord granted me to experience the two places that are eternal, heaven and hell.

I was at home and was feeling the way I feel when I am about to be raptured. I felt exhausted, uneasy, as if I just wanted an eternal sleep. I was saying, "I don't want another experience."

Later, in the church, when there was a convention about the 21 days of Daniel, which had ended, and we were sleeping in the church, it was 10:00 at night when I saw the appearance of an angel of the Lord. It was the chief angel Gabriel. He was big and was wearing heavenly armor. He was resplendent with great light. In fact, the hue of his body was like the incandescent light we have at home.

I wanted to speak, but I realized that I had lost my words. I began to make signs to attract the attention of the brethren. An intercessor understood that I was having a vision and brought me a pen to write what I was seeing. She signaled the leader of my department. In our church, there is a department set up to guide those who have the rapture of the spirit, and my leader encouraged me to continue to pray even though I was unable to speak all night and I was afraid.

I was only able to utter words in the morning when a brother asked me a question, and I realized that I was able to speak. When I recovered my speech, I felt a great peace.

That night we were in the church praying again, and when it was 11:30 at night, the chief angel Gabriel appeared again. I went to the prayer accompanied by an intercessor. I told her, "I feel like I am going to be transported in the spirit."

We were talking, and while conversing with her, I realized that I was no longer in my body. I was dead. When I left my body, I saw that the brethren surrounded me. I tried to call my mother and sister, but no one could hear me. There is no contact between the dead and the living.

That's when I heard a powerful voice telling me, "Where you are, no one can hear you because you are alone and you are with me."

I said to the voice, "Who are you? Manifest yourself so that I can see you."

That's when I saw a great light descending from heaven to the ground. The one who was the light was truly a giant figure, for my height reached only to his hip. I saw that he was wearing white garments similar to what I was wearing.

When he stood before me, he told me, "Fear not. I am the angel Gabriel."

I also wanted to introduce myself, but he told me, "You don't need to tell me who you are because I know you."

I asked, "Why am I here in this place?"

He said, "Fear not, for your Lord wanted to show you things that you must experience."

I said, "Why me? I don't want these experiences."

He said no more, but took me by the hand, and we began our journey.

Later, we arrived before a massive golden gate. When he opened the shining gate, we entered the celestial world of light, and I saw the majestic paradise of God. There were mansions of gold in the form of castles, great palaces with inscriptions of the names of the people to whom they belonged.

I saw the names of my pastor, Sister Irene, and other servants.

I said to Gabriel, "I see other people's mansions, but I don't see my mansion."

He asked me, "Do you really want to have a mansion in heaven?"

I said, "Of course."

Immediately, images appeared before us that he projected. When I looked, I saw something that had happened in our church. A brother was coming into the church, and I was passing by. We both passed one another as if we did not know each other, without greeting one another.

Gabriel asked me, "Is this attitude right for a child of God?"

I replied to him, "It's true that I refused to greet this brother, but you should know the reason why I behaved that way."

Immediately, Gabriel showed us another image where I saw what had really happened previously between me and this brother. I saw the day when I was sick. I was carrying medication and water because I was about to take my medication when the brother bumped into me. As a result, some of my medication fell to the ground, and I became aggravated. Out of anger, I threw the rest of the medication on the ground.

Gabriel asked me, "Is a child of God supposed to behave this way, manifesting anger?"

I replied to Gabriel, "You can see that this brother caused my medication to fall on the ground. I bought it with my own money."

Gabriel said to me, "If you watch this image carefully, you will see that he did not do it intentionally. And even if he had, should you behave that way? He did not do it on purpose, but you exploded with anger and aggravation. Because of your grudge, you no longer greet your brother. A child of God does not behave that way."

I could no longer justify myself because I was guilty.

I asked the angel, "Is that why I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Exactly. It is because you do not have love. If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a ringing gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have absolute faith so as to move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing." (1 Corinthians 13:1–2)

Gabriel asked me, "Why are you stealing from your Lord?"

I was stunned by the question and said, "I have never been a thief since my childhood. My mother raised me well and never taught me to steal. You don't know me. That's why you are speaking that way."

I asked Gabriel, "Have even you angels begun to lie like humans, even to the point of bearing false testimony against me?"

Immediately, Gabriel projected the movie of my life—from the moment my mother became pregnant with me, through my birth, childhood, adolescence, and until my death in the church. This was to demonstrate to me that he knew me better than I knew myself.

He projected an image of one of our church services when the pastor called people forward to pay their tithes. There were many people at the altar paying their tithes.

Gabriel told me, "Look at the faces of the people paying tithes and see if you can find yourself."

Even though I knew I did not pay tithes, I still looked at the faces of the people at the front and could not see myself.

Gabriel asked me, "Have you seen yourself among the people paying tithes?"

I said, "No, I don't."

He asked me, "Why are you stealing from your Lord? When you do not pay tithes, you rob God."

I asked him, "Is that the reason I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Yes. 'Will a man rob God? Yet you are robbing Me. But you ask, "How do we rob You?" In tithes and offerings. You are cursed with a curse, yet you, the whole nation, are still robbing Me. Bring the full tithe into the storehouse so that there may be food in My house. Test Me in this,' says the Lord of Hosts. 'See if I will not open the windows of heaven and pour out for you blessing without measure.'" (Malachi 3)

My companion asked me, "Why don't you clean the temple of your God?"

I thought he was talking about my body.

I told him, "I always invoke the blood of the Lamb to wash my garments and cleanse me from impurity, always confessing my sins so that I may be holy."

Gabriel said, "I am not talking about that temple. Do you clean the church when you gather?"

I said, "Of course I do."

He then projected an image of the church before us. On that day, I was sitting in the church when a brother entered and asked me, "Sister, have you done any activity in the church since you arrived?"

I replied, "Brother, I have cleaned outside the church."

Then I said to Gabriel, "You see, I cleaned outside the church."

Gabriel said, "Observe carefully where you cleaned."

When I looked, I saw that I had failed to remove the garbage. After cleaning the place, I had left the garbage right there.

Gabriel said, "When you clean your own house, do you leave the garbage in the living room after cleaning? You always take the garbage to the bin. That is what you failed to do when cleaning the outer court of the temple of the Lord. You must learn to take care of the Lord's temple the way you take care of your own house."

I said, "Is this one of the reasons I don't have a mansion here in heaven?"

He said, "Exactly. One of the sisters in your church, whose mansion you saw in this celestial kingdom, has the habit of cleaning the church with love. That is why she has a golden palace here. She does it without murmuring and without being told."

Upon hearing these words, I did not know what to say, and it was painful.

"And now, Israel, what does the Lord your God ask of you but to fear the Lord your God, to walk in obedience to Him, to love Him, to serve the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul?" (Deuteronomy 10:12)

Gabriel asked me, "Where have you become so proud?"

I said, "What do you mean? I am not a proud person."

Then he projected an image of a day when we were holding a prayer for the guidance of spiritual gifts, where those who manifested the gifts of the Spirit gathered.

Gabriel said, "Look and see if you were in that prayer."

When I looked at the people praying in our group, I saw that I was not there. Instead, I noticed a 15-year-old young man who was sick but still came to participate, and he was lying there.

I told the angel, "I cannot see myself there."

He asked me, "Why were you not present?"

I replied to him, "I was sick. That is why I could not make it."

He told me, "Do you not see the sick young boy who is trembling, yet he was still able to come and pray? You have become proud because of the gift of the Spirit manifesting in your life. Understand that when it comes to God's work, no justification will be accepted. The Lord's work comes first. His work must be done with love and strength, without murmuring."

I asked him, "Is that why I don't have a celestial mansion in the Holy City?"

He said, "Yes."

Then he asked me, "Why are you giving access to the devil?"

I replied, "I am not a witch. How can I give access to the devil?"

Gabriel shook his head and said, "That is not the access I am talking about."

Then he projected before us four images showing instances where I was exploding in anger and shouting in an uncontrolled manner. I was shocked by the outbursts of anger that I saw in these images.

My companion, Gabriel, told me, "You are the channel through which the Lord speaks by your mouth, your eyes, and your ears. But every time you are tempted by the enemy, you lose control and explode in anger over little things. When a child of God loses his temper, he becomes far from the Holy Spirit, for He is the Spirit of temperance and tenderness. 'Be angry, and do not sin. Do not let the sun go down on your wrath, and do not give the devil a foothold.'"

Then Gabriel asked me, "Why don't you give offerings?"

I objected and said, "I always give my offering."

He projected before us an image of one of our church services where people were giving their offerings. I saw that I was not among the people giving because I was in the media department filming.

I told Gabriel, "On that particular day I did not give an offering because I could not leave the media equipment to go forward and give."

Immediately, Gabriel projected another image where my leaders were filming the service. When it was time for the offering, they left the media equipment in order to give their offerings.

Then Gabriel said to me, "You see how even your leader of the media department left everything in order to give back to the Lord what He had given them. You do not have the strength and love to give back what God has given you, yet your leader does."

"Offering is not about giving God a gift. It is about giving back to God what He has given you, because everything you have is what He gave you."

I asked him, "Is that the reason I don't have a house in heaven?"

He said, "Yes, it is."

I saw that all the excuses I had given to Gabriel were baseless.

He told me, "The Lord Jesus Christ wants you to go back to the right path, for He has many things to show you. He has chosen you. Therefore, you must stop giving access to the devil through habits that do not please the Lord."

Then I heard the powerful sound of a trumpet reverberating throughout heaven.

Gabriel said, "It is time to worship the Lord in heaven."

He took me to another golden gate of paradise. When we entered, I saw countless myriads of the hosts of heaven. They were innumerable, resplendent angels. Before us was a massive shining throne of indescribable proportions, from which a great light radiated.

I could hardly look when the trumpet sounded in heaven.

I was astonished to hear in heaven the voice of Brother John, the moderator of our church. His voice announced that the time of worship had begun. Yet he was praying to open the worship service in our church. When he stopped praying, the service in our church began.

I asked my companion, "Is Brother John a moderator in heaven as well?"

Gabriel said, "That is not the case. Understand that every time a holiness church on earth begins its service, the trumpet sounds in heaven, and the angels gather before the throne and kneel down to worship the Lord along with the holiness church. The angels stand only when it is time to praise the Lord in these holiness churches. Worship in heaven is done on the knees, and the only One seated is the Lord."

When the service began, my companion told me, "It is time for you to go back. I will come to take you again for another experience."

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The central message is that a “mansion in heaven” is not built only through religious activity, but through a transformed heart that reflects love, obedience, humility, faithfulness, and service to God and others. In summary, the ways described as building a mansion in heaven include:

1. Walk in love toward others — Show forgiveness, kindness, patience, and compassion instead of anger, resentment, or unforgiveness.
2. Control anger and practice self-control — Avoid uncontrolled reactions, bitterness, and behaviors that give room for temptation.
3. Serve God with humility — Do God’s work without pride, seeking recognition, or feeling above others because of spiritual gifts.
4. Be faithful in giving and offerings — Honor God with generosity and give back from what He has provided.
5. Care for God’s house and His work — Serve faithfully, complete tasks fully, and do so with love rather than complaining.
6. Put God’s work first — Avoid excuses and prioritize spiritual responsibilities with commitment and dedication.
7. Maintain obedience and holiness — Strive to live according to God’s commands and continually seek repentance and growth.
8. Serve with love, not obligation — The testimony emphasizes that actions done without love do not have the same eternal value.
9. Remain humble before God — Recognize that spiritual gifts, abilities, and blessings come from God and should not lead to pride.
10. Worship and honor God sincerely — Approach God with reverence, devotion, and a heart committed to Him.

Mansion in Heaven

A Dominican man describes a life filled with intense spiritual encounters, from childhood visions to direct demonic attacks, which taught him the seriousness of spiritual warfare. He recounts being sent by God to Kansas, where he saw a famous pastor spiritually compromised and was violently attacked by the same spirits influencing that ministry until Jesus intervened and rescued him. He later experienced a powerful vision of heaven that strengthened his faith and confirmed the eternal reward for perseverance. These experiences led him to warn pastors against pride, greed, and spiritual negligence, urging believers to stay humble, pray deeply, and trust in Jesus rather than in human leaders.

This man says he saw a very famous pastor from Kansas in hell, a pastor most Christians know. And he quotes him as saying, "God told me that applause doesn't open heaven." This man also says God sent him to Kansas to show this famous pastor that ministry, no matter how well-known, doesn't save anyone. He told him that when the heart is corrupt, hell awaits. Pay attention to this video [message] because it says many things that will impact your life. My spiritual experience has been tremendous. I remember once seeing a spirit through the window. The ones in the room were thinner, but the one I saw in the living room was different. It was a little more white. The others were black, very black. It was a white spirit. On another occasion, a young man came to church wearing a black polo shirt with strange writing on it, like Chinese or some language no one understood. I was so filled with the Holy Spirit that I could understand everything that shirt said spiritually. I told him, "You have to take off that polo shirt now." I picked it up myself and threw it away because the spiritual world never sleeps. I've also experienced direct attacks. Spirits came to my house. They were choking me and they were literally telling me, "Don't meddle in what doesn't concern you." They were confronting me as if I were invading their territory.

Basically, we need to know our spiritual condition before entering certain territories. If you're spiritually neglected, don't go around waging war. I lived in Sam Crist with my grandmother. My mother worked and my grandmother was the closest person I had. One day, my grandmother invited all the grandchildren over for a peanut party at a friend's house. I didn't want to go because I've never liked that kind of thing. I stayed home alone. When night fell, my grandmother started hearing footsteps. She's not Christian and had never seen anything like that. She got up, opened the window, and saw a woman pacing up and down in the yard. She went up and down, but she never left. It was around 1:00 a.m. She got very nervous and called my uncle, who is a Christian and lived two blocks away. My uncle arrived and asked her to describe what she saw. She described a woman dressed all in black. Black pants, a black shirt, black heels, a black purse, and a short haircut. My uncle told her that woman died many years ago. She's not alive. That shocked her because she never imagined she would see that person's spirit waging war behind her window. That spirit stayed there for about half an hour before my uncle arrived, and all the Christians he called spent almost 2 hours rebuking it.

THE DECEPTION OF DEAD SPIRITS 

I want to remind you that the dead don't walk around. They are demons who take on the faces of deceased people to confuse us. But we as believers know that's not real. Another powerful experience I had was when I helped a sister in my congregation who was having a very intense spiritual battle. I discerned that struggle and went to her house one Sunday after the service. We had lunch and talked for 2 or 3 hours about spiritual strategies. I gave her techniques for overcoming those spirits that wanted to lead her astray. I told her, "When they come, don't lie down out of fear. Get up, walk around the house, rebuke them. You have the authority of Christ." I left her house around 6:00 or 7 at night. I got home around 1:00 in the morning, and that's when my war began. Those same demons that were attacking her came against me. They were choking me. They were whispering in both my ears. Don't meddle in what doesn't concern you. Nobody sent you. They told me I was in their territory and that they were going to kill me. It was a terrible battle. In the bedroom, they were thinner, black spirits. But when I went into the living room, I saw a giant man, white, a little fuller, robust, kind of fat. We started fighting right there. The war lasted about 3 hours. I was exhausted, but I kept fighting in the name of Jesus until I overcame them.

The danger of getting involved in a spiritual battle that isn't yours is real. The spiritual world is as tangible as you and I. There are unclean spirits and also angels. As believers, we must know our condition. If you're careless, don't engage in warfare because you could get hurt. You have to be well fasted, well prayed, and have first overcome the challenges in your own life. To wage spiritual warfare in your home. The key is not to lie down when you feel their presence. You have to get up ready for battle, pray, rebuke, and walk through the house. Don't be afraid of them. They want to frighten you, but you have the authority. After midnight, especially around 3:00 a.m., the spiritual world becomes very active. It opens like a portal. At that hour, it likes to move because it loves darkness.

That's why it's good for us to also get up and pray at that hour. As Daniel did, a spiritual portal is like a door that opens so you can see with spiritual eyes what moves in the world of spirits, angels, demons, and revelations. Prayer is vital to me. A Christian without prayer is a failed Christian. If you don't pray, you become vulnerable to the enemy's attacks. I was converted when I was young. At about a year and a half old, I started seeing many things in the spiritual world. I saw people going upstairs and then they were gone. I saw giant men sitting in trees threatening me.

I felt oil dripping on my body, chains and horses walking. Once I woke up at 3:00 a.m. and all the windows and the door I had locked were open, and my pillow was almost falling out the other window. The enemy wanted to scare me, so I would abandon what I was doing in prayer. I really like going to the mountains to pray. God has spoken to me powerfully there. I have seen and felt many things, but not everyone is prepared to go to the mountains. You have to go with God's guidance and in victory because if you haven't overcome certain things in your life, you can be negatively affected. My baptism in the Holy Spirit was tremendous. It lasted about a year after my conversion. It was in a very lively service. Suddenly, I started speaking in tongues, and it wouldn't stop. I arrived home still speaking in tongues. From that day on, God began to use me powerfully. I've had to choose between fame, baseball, modeling, worldly life, and God. I chose God a thousand times. 

I left everything because I understood that I couldn't serve two masters. The most valuable promise I've made to God is to remain faithful in my ministry. Even if war comes, even if attacks come, I fix my eyes on Jesus. And I don't back down. Being a Christian isn't easy. There are thorns on the path. But there are also roses. God has always been faithful. My refuge has always been the altar. When discouragement comes, when family attacks, when coldness sets in, the only solution is to return to our first love. To pray, to fast, and to seek God's presence with all our heart. The Holy Spirit has been my comforter, my strength, and my guide. Without him, my life would have no meaning. 

SPIRITUAL BATTLES

I want to share with you now an experience I had in the winter. One of the most powerful and profound that the Lord has allowed in my spiritual life. It was in the dead of winter when the cold wasn't just in the air, but seemed to seep into the very bones of my soul. I remember it was a time when I was seeking the Lord with all my being. I fasted. I prayed in the mountains almost every day. I would get up at 3:00 in the morning to cry out because I felt that God was preparing me for something great. I didn't understand yet, but the Holy Spirit spoke to me clearly. My child, there is a portal that is going to open, and you have to be ready. One day while I was in my room praying, I heard a voice so strong and clear that it made me tremble. 

The Lord told me, "Go to Kansas. There's a very famous pastor there." One of those that almost every Christian in the world knows for his ministry of continuous prayer and revival. Go and pray there because there's a battle being fought and you have to be in the middle of it. My God, I was stunned. Kansas, I was living in St. Domingo. I didn't have money for a ticket. I didn't have an easy visa, nothing. But when God speaks, you obey. I started praying harder, seeking the Lord's face and saying to him, "If you send me, you provide." And brothers and sisters, the Lord performed a miracle. In less than 2 weeks, I got the ticket. The visa opened as if by a miracle, and I arrived in Kansas City in the middle of winter. When I got off the plane, the cold hit me like a wall. Snow covered everything. The wind cut my face. I had never seen snow like that in my life. It was as if the very weather was saying here the battle is different. I stayed at a simple hotel near the site of a large prayer conference led by that famous pastor from Kansas. Everyone knows him. He's the one who founded that 24/7 prayer house. Almost every Christian has heard of him and his ministry. 

I went there with one purpose to pray, intercede, and seek God's presence. I didn't go to see the man. I went to seek the Holy Spirit. The first few days were a tremendous blessing. The atmosphere of worship was powerful. Thousands of young people and adults praying non-stop, singing, crying out. I would go into the prayer rooms and feel the fire of the spirit. But one night, things changed. It was around 2:30 in the morning. I was in a small secluded room praying quietly when suddenly I felt a spiritual portal open. It was as if the veil was torn. I began to see things in the spirit that no one else was seeing. I was watching and there on the main stage was the pastor in the natural realm. He seemed like a man of God preaching with authority. But my spiritual eyes were opened and I saw something that shocked me more than the snow outside. I saw the pastor surrounded by spirits. They weren't just any spirits. There was a large white robust one similar to the one I had seen in my living room that time when I helped the sister, but this one was taller, more imposing, and had what looked like dark wings. It was standing right behind him, whispering in his ear, and around them were other thinner black spirits, very black, like the ones that had attacked me before. They were forming a circle. And it seemed like they were injecting him with something. Pride, ambition, control, my God. I started to tremble. I got on my knees and I began to rebuke them in a low voice in the name of Jesus. Come out of here. But the more I rebuked them, the stronger the battle became. Suddenly, I felt myself being pulled literally as if cold hands were grabbing me by the shoulders. 

MORE SPIRITUAL RISKS 

The same spirits that were around the pastor came against me. They started choking me just like that time at my house. They whispered in my ear in hoarse voices. Who told you to come here? This is our territory. This ministry is ours. Don't meddle in what doesn't concern you. I felt like I couldn't breathe. I was on the floor of the prayer room, sweating despite the cold outside, fighting in the spirit. The battle lasted about 4 hours straight. I was screaming in my mind, "Jesus, Jesus, help me." I saw those black spirits coming in through the windows of the room and the large white spirit stood in front of me and struck me in the chest.

It was so real that I could feel the blows. At one point, I thought I wouldn't be able to hold on. I was exhausted. My throat burned from so much rebuking. And then in the middle of the battle, I saw Jesus. It was amazing. He appeared in the spirit dressed in bright white with a sword in his hand. His presence filled the entire room. The spirits began to retreat, screaming. Jesus looked at me and said in a voice that resonated throughout my being, "My child, get up. I brought you out of this battle because it's not yet your time to fight against these hierarchies. I showed you what's happening so you could pray, not so you could enter it alone. This ministry has a great anointing, but it also has gaps that only I can close. Don't trust in man. Trust only in Him." When Jesus spoke, I felt a fire course through my entire body. The spirits vanished instantly. The portal closed. I lay on the floor crying like a child. I stayed there for about an hour, just worshiping and weeping. The next day, the Kansas cold seemed different. I no longer felt the same cold. I felt that something inside me had changed forever. Jesus delivered me from that battle in a supernatural way. It wasn't because I was strong. It was because He had mercy. He delivered me before the retaliation became stronger. Because if I had continued fighting alone against those high hierarchies, I would have been seriously injured.

The Lord taught me something powerful that night. Not all territories are for entering. There are battles that only He fights. And even if the pastor is famous and has a ministry that blesses thousands, in the spiritual realm, there are constant attacks and breaches that only humility and pure prayer can close. After that experience, I returned to the Dominican Republic changed. I was no longer the same. I had sharper discernment. When I prayed, things became clearer. I began to preach with more authority about not putting your trust in men, even if they are famous. I started telling people, "Look to the Lord, not the servant." Because I saw in the spirit that even the great can have attacks and breaches if they don't remain humble and vigilant.

That experience in the Kansas winter marked me forever. It taught me that spiritual warfare is real, that portals open and close, that spirits attack anyone, even those on high platforms. But above all, it taught me that Jesus is the only one who can deliver us, the only one who fights for us, and the only one we should trust. Since that day, I pray more for famous pastors, for large ministries, because I know the battle behind the scenes is fiercer than people see. And every time winter comes to mind, I don't think about the cold of the snow. I think about the fire Jesus placed in my life that night. I think about how He brought me out of that prayer room when I couldn't go on anymore. And I thank Him because He always arrives on time. Always.

Brothers and sisters, if you are going through a battle like this, don't go in alone. Seek Him. Jesus. He is the one who opens and closes portals. He is the one who rebukes spirits. And He is the one who changes our lives forever. 

REWARDS IN HEAVEN

I want to tell you now about an experience I had with heaven. One of the most beautiful and powerful gifts the Lord has given me. It was after that fierce war in Kansas when I was more devoted than ever. I spent entire days seeking God's presence. I went to the mountain almost every morning. Getting up at 3:00 a.m. to pray. And sometimes I stayed until dawn crying out to Him. I felt the Holy Spirit was taking me to a deeper level.

One night while I was on the mountain praying alone under the stars, I began to feel something different. It was as if the air were becoming lighter, as if heaven were drawing closer to the earth. I remember it was around 4:00 a.m. I was kneeling on a large rock with my hands raised, speaking to the Lord. Suddenly, I felt a gentle warmth that started in my feet and rose throughout my body. It was a fire that didn't burn, but rather embraced. My spiritual eyes opened in a way I had never experienced before. The portal opened so forcefully that I could see through the veil. And then, without realizing it, I was no longer on the mountain. I was being lifted up.

My God, it was tremendous. I felt as if someone gently took me by the shoulders and carried me upward. The mountain disappeared beneath me, and I began to climb. First, I saw the city lights in the distance, then the clouds, and then everything turned a brilliant pure white. I felt no fear, only a peace that cannot be explained in words. It was as if God's love enveloped me completely. When I arrived, I found myself in a place beyond human description. Heaven, I saw streets of pure gold, so bright they reflected God's glory. There was a river that shone like crystal, and the water sang. It literally sang praises. Along the river banks were trees with fruit of every color I had ever seen on earth. When I approached one, the fruit moved toward my hand as if it knew I was hungry for more of God. I ate, and the taste was like honey mixed with the fire of the Holy Spirit. Each bite filled me with indescribable strength and joy.

Then I walked a little further and saw angels, thousands of angels, tall, beautiful, with wings that glittered like diamonds. Some were playing instruments that don't exist on earth. And the music was so perfect, it brought tears to my eyes. It wasn't just sound. It was presence. Every note brought healing. Every melody brought freedom. One of the angels approached me and said, "Welcome, my child. The Lord has allowed you to come here to strengthen you." At that moment, I saw Jesus. He was seated on a throne of glory. Yet, he was also walking toward me at the same time. It was as if he were everywhere and yet only with me. His face shone brighter than the sun, but it didn't blind me. His eyes were both fire and love.

He looked at me and said in a voice that resonated throughout my being, "My child, I have brought you here because I want you to see where you will spend eternity. I want you to know that all the suffering, the spiritual battles, the nights of prayer, and the tears are worth it. Here there is no pain, no attack, no spiritual neglect. Here there is only my presence." Jesus took my hand and led me to a place where there were many mansions. He showed me one that had my name written on the door in letters of fire. Oh my God, when I saw that, I started crying like a baby. He told me, "This is yours. I have prepared it with all the love I have for you. Every hour you spent praying on the mountain. Every time you got up at 3:00 a.m. Every battle you fought against the spirits. Every time you chose my way instead of the world — all of that built this mansion."

Then he took me to a large hall where a table had been set. There were banquets with delicacies I had never imagined. But the most beautiful thing wasn't the food but the presence of the saints who had already departed. Music. I saw some servants of God whom I admired on earth. They were there full of glory, worshiping without ceasing. There was no competition, no jealousy, only pure love. They all embraced me as if they had known me all my life. What impacted me most was when Jesus showed me a large book, the book of life. He opened a page and I saw my name written there in his own blood. He told me, "Never erase it. Stand firm. The enemy wants you to stray, wants you to tire of the fight. But remember this place. Whenever you feel you can't go on, remember that I'm here waiting for you."

JESUS IS RETURNING

Suddenly, I felt I had to return. Jesus embraced me tightly and said, "Go back and tell my people that heaven is real. Tell them that prayer opens portals. Tell them that the good fight is worth fighting. And above all, tell them that I'm coming back soon." When I returned, I was kneeling on the mountain again. The sun was already rising. My body was trembling, not from the cold, but from the glory that still lingered within me. I stayed there for about two more hours, unable to speak, just weeping and worshiping. When I came down from the mountain that day, everything had changed. I no longer saw things the same way. The spiritual battles continued. The attacks kept coming. But now I had a greater hope. I knew where I was going. I knew that everything has an eternal purpose.

That experience with heaven marked me forever. It made me braver in spiritual warfare. When spirits come to attack me in the early morning, I now tell them with more authority, I have already seen the place where I will live for eternity. You have no power over me. It also made me more humble because I understood that everything we do here is only preparation for there. Since that day, I pray with more passion. I go to the mountain with more desire. I get up to pray in the early morning with joy because I know that every minute I spend seeking God brings me closer to that place I saw. And when I feel discouraged, when family attacks, when ministry seems difficult, I close my eyes and remember the streets of gold, the singing river, the gaze of Jesus, and the mansion with my name on it. Brothers and sisters, heaven is real. Jesus is real. Eternity is real.

Don't let the battles here below make you forget where you're going. Keep praying. Keep fighting. Keep getting up even when you're tired. Because one day when we're no longer in this body, we'll be there forever worshiping the Lamb who saved us. That was my experience with heaven. It was tremendous. And every time I remember it, all I can say is, "Thank you, Jesus, for allowing me to see a little bit of what you have prepared for me."

Now, after all these experiences the Lord has allowed me to live through—the early morning battles, the vision in Kansas, the beautiful experience in heaven—I feel that God has placed a very heavy burden on my heart. And today I want to speak directly to the pastors, the leaders, those who hold the flock in their hands. I speak to you with all the love of Christ, but also with the authority the Holy Spirit has given me.

Brother pastors, listen to this with an open heart. I have seen in the spirit how some of you have become corrupt. My God, it is tremendous what the Lord has shown me. I have seen pastors who started well with fire, with anointing, preaching the truth, but little by little, money, applause, power, and fame entered their lives. Now they preach to fill churches and bank accounts, not to save souls. They use the word of God as a business. They charge. They sell anointed oils for prayers. They put on shows instead of altars. And when someone confronts them, they respond with pride: "Don't touch the anointed one."

I remember one night while praying on the mountain, the Lord opened my eyes and showed me a powerful vision. I saw several famous pastors, the kind almost everyone knows, standing in large, beautiful pulpits, but behind them were large, white, and robust spirits, whispering words of pride and greed in their ears. The same spirits I faced in Kansas, and all around them were other, thinner black spirits, laughing as the flock strayed. The people cried out for truth, for healing, for deliverance. But many pastors no longer pray, no longer fast, no longer seek God's presence. They only seek how to grow their ministry, how to gain more followers, how to get the best truck or the best house.

God told me, "Of course, son, tell them to repent. Time is running out. I don't look at the size of the ministry. I look at the size of the heart. Many have turned my house into a den of thieves. They have traded my glory for silver and gold. They have forgotten that I am the Shepherd and they are only servants."

That is why today I call you to genuine repentance. Not the repentance of tears at the altar for others to see. Not the repentance of "forgive me, brothers" while you continue doing the same things. I am talking about true repentance—the kind that hurts, the kind that changes lives. Repent truly, pastors. Repent of the greed that has entered your hearts. Repent of using the pulpit to enrich yourselves while the people starve spiritually. Repent of preaching soft messages that don't confront sin because you're afraid of losing offerings. Repent of living in sin—worship, adultery, pornography, lies, and manipulation—while raising your hands and saying, "Thus says the Lord." Repent of abandoning prayer and fasting for business meetings and social media. Repent of turning ministry into a business instead of an altar of sacrifice.

My God, I know this hurts. It hurts me to say it too because I myself have had to repent many times. But the Lord has shown me that if you don't repent sincerely, judgment will come. I have seen in the spirit how the Lord is cleansing His house. I saw large churches emptying out because the Holy Spirit had departed. I saw pastors who lost their anointing because they preferred the glory of men to the glory of God.

Genuine repentance is seen in its fruits. It means stepping down from the pulpit, closing the office, going to the prayer room, and weeping before God as David wept. It means returning what has been stolen from the people, even if it's done in secret. It means confessing sin publicly if it was public. It means returning to early morning prayer, returning to the mountain, returning to fasting until the fire returns. It means ceasing to pursue fame and beginning to pursue holiness. It means remembering that one day they will give an account before the Great Shepherd, and He will ask, "Where is the flock I entrusted to you?"

Brother pastors, do not harden your hearts. The same Jesus who delivered me from the war in Kansas, the same Jesus who took me to heaven and showed me my mansion, is the same one who is calling you today. He doesn't want to destroy you. He wants to restore you. But repentance must be real. It can't just be words. It has to be a life‑changing transformation.

I tell you from experience: when one truly repents, heaven opens again. Discernment returns. Spiritual authority is restored. Demons flee and people begin to receive true life, not just a spectacle. If you are reading this, listening, and you are a pastor, and feel the Holy Spirit touching your heart, don't wait any longer. Today is the day. Close the door, kneel, and say to the Lord, "Forgive me. I have failed. I have allowed the enemy to enter my life and my ministry. Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean. Restore to me the joy of your salvation and sustain me with a willing spirit."

Return to your first love. Return to the altar. Return to the cross. Because the time of grace is still open, but it will not last forever. Jesus is coming soon, and He wants to find His servants watching, praying, and shepherding with integrity.

I am praying for you. I pray that the Holy Spirit will give you the strength to truly repent. And I tell you with all my heart, it is worth it. The heaven I saw is real. The glory that awaits the faithful is incomparable. Do not exchange that eternal glory for the fleeting things of this earth. Repent, pastors. Repent genuinely, and the Lord will restore you, raise you up, and use you again with power.

This is the burden God has placed on my life now after all the battles and seeing heaven. I cannot remain silent. I must preach the truth even if it hurts because I love the church of Christ and I want to see it pure and ready for the Lord's coming.

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