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Aidah 4 Salvation Highway

A vision of a narrow bridge between earth and heaven over Gehenna, portraying the journey as a test of spiritual readiness, dependence on the Holy Spirit, holiness, obedience, and wholehearted commitment to God. It warns that both unbelievers and professing Christians can fall because of sin, hatred, unforgiveness, gossip, worldly worries, lack of spiritual discernment, failure to worship God sincerely, or refusing the Holy Spirit’s guidance. It then describes the “Highway of Salvation” as a place where Christians are supposed to function as spiritual soldiers, yet many are distracted, spiritually unprepared, and fighting one another instead of resisting evil. The message urges believers not to become discouraged by the failures or mistreatment of other Christians, but to look to God, return to their first love, walk in holiness, and remain faithful to their calling. It also emphasizes that every person has a God-given purpose or ministry—not necessarily a prominent church position—and that even ordinary acts of service can be a genuine ministry when they build up others and fulfill what God has called a person to do. (To The Original Testimony) 

A Taste of Heaven and Hell!  

The Thread-like Bridge  

Now heaven and earth don’t connect. There is something that separates them; a very huge  valley, that is as big as the universe itself. So there is a bridge you have to cross to from earth  to heaven and vice versa. This bridge is not like the bridges of this world. For it, it is as small  as a thread. It’s this thread which crosses or bridges a valley that is as big as the whole world!  To get to heaven, every person has to cross through this bridge. There is no other way. I also  saw only three places, namely, heaven, earth, and this valley or Gehenna, above which is a  bridge. I didn’t see any other place. This means that if you are not in this world, you are either  in heaven or in hell. There is no other place I saw; it’s not there. Let no person deceive you.  There is only heaven, Gehenna and this world. If you leave this world, you go to heaven or to  hell. But you have to cross this bridge to get to heaven. If you fail to cross this bridge, you fall  into Gehenna!  

As I was walking with Jesus towards the end of heaven, on golden roads, we started going down  this tiny, thread-like bridge. It’s extremely tiny, yet it is as long as this world; and the valley it  bridges is bottomless and dark. It is also filled with dirty, awfully smelling water! As we were  crossing this bridge, for me I did not feel it, because Jesus was leading me, and I was following  from behind Him. I walked on it like I was walking on a normal tarmac road. We went very far  and reached the end of this bridge. We reached a place that looked like a sea-shore. This place  had grass, just like you find on a sea-shore. We walked a little bit further on that land, near  the tiny bridge.  

This area of the bridge is extremely busy. There is no place that is as busy as this one. May be  with the exception of the Kitchen or cooking area. But even then, this place is many more  times busier. And I saw that the Holy Spirit was at this place. He does His work at this place.  Why? He is the one who helps people to cross this bridge. But even though the Holy Spirit is  there, I saw millions and millions of people falling from this thread-like bridge into the valley,  every second! They could not cross this bridge due to a number of reasons I’m going to tell you  about.  

Even though the Holy Spirit tries to help the people, many still fall through into Gehenna; right  from the small breast-feeding children up to the big ones. And from the words Jesus had  spoken to me when we were in the presence of God the Father, when He said that “Aidah this is our Father”, He did not speak any other words to me until we reached this bridge. We looked  at what was going on around this part of the bridge, and it would cause one to shed tears.  People were drowning into Gehenna in large numbers!  

Amazingly, there were also small holes like those ones that are dug by ants and other insects.  Thousands of people were emerging from each of such holes and pouring into Gehenna. Some were coming out of such holes; some were coming through small paths; others through bigger  ones. People were coming from every path, entering in big numbers. For example, people as  many as those who work in Owino or Nakasero markets would emerge out of a hole; but all of  them would fall into Gehenna in a matter of seconds! It was extremely frightening. People,  especially those who were not saved at all – for these there is no question about it!  

As soon as they arrive at this place, they just fall off this thread-like bridge and into the valley.  This is because, in this life every person has a chance to choose where he wants to spend the  rest of his life (eternity). I saw that this kind of judgment is already made. At this time, there  is no judgment in heaven. There is no asking questions. There is no getting near to God. Every  person who leaves this world goes to the place where they are supposed to go. And such places  are well known to these people. You also leave this world well knowing where you are  supposed to go. There is no question about this.  

People who refuse to receive Jesus as their Lord and Savior while they are still alive are already judged! As it is written, “Whoever believes in Him will not be judged; whoever refuses  to believe in Him is already judged.” By the time you arrive at this bridge, you already know  your fate; there is no other judgment. I saw all those who are not born again just falling into  the dark valley straight away!  

The Born-again Falling off the Bridge!  

But even some of the people who are born again fell off this bridge into the valley. There are  different reasons for this, including the following. First of all I saw many born again Christians  in church, but who are carrying heavy burdens. Some are carrying them on their heads; others  on the backs; others are dragging them like bags, in both their left and right hands. Yet the  Holy Spirit was trying hard, speaking to them day and night, trying to help them with their  burdens, but the people wouldn’t let Him.  

Remember, this bridge is like a thread. You just can’t cross over it, if you are heavy-laden. So  such people couldn’t cross it. They just fell through the valley (Gehenna) with their heavy loads  and burdens. I saw many other people who on the outside were looking good. But deep inside,  their hearts were rotten; so much that parts were falling of their rotten hearts! Deep inside,  their hearts were badly swollen and rotten. Such people too couldn’t cross this bridge; they  were falling with their hearts into this valley of Gehenna. Other people had small hearts and  they looked good on the outside; but their bodies were covered with very sharp swords!  

In their faces were sharp swords, in their hearts were sharp swords, and in their back were  equally sharp swords. In their ribs, and both hands they had four sharp swords, hanging from  every side. This means such people were piercing every person from every side who came in  their midst. These kinds of people also could not cross the bridge. They were just falling off  into the valley with their piercing swords. Others looked like people who were waiting on the  Lord; but they didn’t worship God in spirit and in truth; and they had not understood the days  of the Lord. These too fell into the dark valley.  

Others were troubled in their thoughts by the cares and concerns of this world. They were  worried about finances and debts, and worried about children and other things. The Holy Spirit  had been speaking to these people, trying to help them, but they would not let Him do it. They  continued worrying over the things of this world, and this drew them further away from God’s  presence, until they died. Other people were very lame; crippled in the spirit, beyond  description! Outside they were looking normal and okay, but in the spirit they were terribly  crippled. Some were blind and others were deaf. This means that such people could neither  see the Holy Spirit nor hear what He was saying to them. Such people also fell off the bridge  and perished into this dark valley!

Other people had very bad hearts. They were filled with hatred; malice, envy, un-forgiveness,  frustrating others, unholy, people who don’t seek God; people who don’t pray to God; and  things like that. All such people too could not cross this bridge. They would just fall through into Ghenea. Others were very heavy in spirit, but light in the body. This means that it was  very hard for them to do the things of God, but very easy for them to do the things of the world. But remember, this bridge is like a thread. People who succeed in crossing over it are  those who are light in the spirit, not in the body. People who are light in the body but heavy in  spirit can’t cross over it.  

Some of the few people who managed to cross this bridge and get to heaven had some amazing  things I noticed. In the world, such people looked like dead people! They were dead in the  flesh, but alive in the spirit. It was as if their eyes, senses, hearts, thoughts, their whole life  was dead. They were so united with the Holy Spirit to the extent that He was like covering  them all over. Such people were so attentively tuned to the Holy Spirit, obeying every simple  instruction He gives them, and doing only what He tells them. These people looked like they  were dead, so dead that even if you took a needle and pierced it through their flesh, they  would not react at all! They were all in Spirit. I was greatly surprised by this. These people  were so dead to the flesh and the world, and so totally surrendered and consecrated to the  Holy Spirit, that they had allowed Him to do whatever He desires in their lives.  

I saw these people were crossing this bridge very easily; and I saw them walking with the Holy  Spirit, as He was leading them through it. I saw some children who had died with their mothers  during the process of birth. These were arriving at this place with their mothers; the mother in  front, and the child following from behind. I saw such newly born babies actually walking,  following their mothers! But the mother was not aware of the child, and the child was not  aware of its mother. All of them were looking to the Holy Spirit, as the only person who could  help them cross over. Indeed every person at this bridge is helpless.  

Then there were these children who died with their mothers as they were trying to abort them.  I saw such babies crawling on their own; with their mothers being not even remotely aware of  their existence! It’s a very complex picture there. There is nothing you can remember at the  bridge, or even in heaven. As for heaven it is so good there; there is nothing that can upset  you; there is nothing to regret about; there is nothing you can miss in this world. Heaven is  heaven!  

But life at the bridge is very hard. Every person is responsible for themselves. Only the Holy  Spirit can help you. I saw some people who during their earthly life neglected the Holy Spirit;  hoping to turn to Him when they arrive at a place like this. But now it was impossible, because such people were not one with Him from the very beginning. You have to leave this world walking with Him, if He is to help you cross that bridge. This is because, when you arrive at  the bridge, there is a supernatural power that leaves you and unites with the power of the Holy Spirit who is at the bridge. It is this combined force that then carries you across the bridge.  

If you don’t have this supernatural power, you just fall into the valley of Gehenna! Another  thing, if you don’t listen carefully to the instructions of the Holy Spirit, even if you miss just a  few steps, if He tells you to move and instead you stop; or if He tells you to stop and instead  you move, etc... you end up falling through into the valley, without any hope of coming back!  There are so many things that prevent people from crossing this bridge to heaven, but let me stop discussing these for now.  

The Perishing Children!  

After seeing all these amazing things, Jesus called me and said, “Aidah come”; holding my  hand, we walked along this bridge up to its central areas. He asked, “Have you seen those  things”? Then I looked into the bottomless valley, and He said, “This is the world of Satan;  Gehenna, where my people perish. But I want you to go back to the world, and this is very  urgent. Tell the people on earth to help the young children as much as they can. The young  children are perishing.” 

And I saw many young children falling into the valley of Gehenna. Such children would try to  navigate this thin bridge, but eventually they would fall into Gehenna. Why do these apparently  innocent children perish? Because within them there is no seed of God’s word! So the Lord told  me to go back to the world and tell all the people that the children are perishing. They perish  at a terrific speed, just like lightening! These children range from little infants up to those who  are in tertiary institutions; they were all perishing! This is a responsibility of every person on  earth.  

Jesus told me to tell every person on earth that, “The children are perishing at a terrific rate; and that they should help the children. Satan has hatched a plan to steal children at a speed like that of lightening. Go and tell all people to preach the gospel to the children; to take them to churches; to teach them how to fear the Lord and to know Him; to teach them the word, and to help them in every way, for many are not cared for. ” He said, “Go and tell them to help the children, and to do it very quickly.”  

And now I am telling this to you. It is a responsibility of every body; for the Lord said so. And this time I saw some people who were travelling through villages and towns, but his time looking for children; right from babies, to those who are studying in higher institutions,  preaching to them the gospel. So the Lord is asking you to help children, because they are  perishing. And you should do it very quickly, for this is the responsibility of every person.  

From here, we moved on. I saw too many things at the bridge which I can’t exhaustively  explain here. But it is fitting that you examine yourself and see if you yourself would cross this  bridge! You have to be light in the spirit, and heavy in the body. In other words, you must be a  person who finds it easy to do the things of God; and a person who finds it hard to do the  things of the flesh. Then you will be light in the spirit, but heavy in the flesh. Only those who  are heavy in the flesh cross this bridge; for they are light in spirit.  

Terrible Evil on the High Way!  

Then we descended this bridge up to the world towards a high way, which is called the  Highway of Salvation. This is the direct route from the end of the earth connecting up to the  bridge. In other words, apart from the other small paths and holes through which I said people  also poured through from earth, this Highway of Salvation is the most direct route leading to  heaven. In this Highway are so many things which I can’t exhaust here. But I will try to point  out a few. First and foremost, the people who should be in this kind of way are the born-again  Christians. Yet surprisingly, some of the people who are in this highway are also like criminal  mafias; who are not so different from the people who are outside of this highway!  

And this Highway is filled with terror, just like other places of the fallen world! There is a lot  of madness, confusion, violence, murder, gossip, and every other dirty practice you can think  of. Some of the people in this Highway are like real agents of Satan; but they are also moving  along. In this way are killers, who are armed with swords, and who go around piercing others.  

And the people who travel in this highway should be dressed in full combat gear or dress; but  surprisingly they don’t have it! They are not dressed in full combat. Some are just dressed in  rugs; others in plain clothes; some only have shirts on; others only shorts; they are all like mad  people! And these people are fighting each other. But these people were all given a full  combat and all the necessary weapons, just like soldiers. Indeed these people are soldiers; and  they are not meant to be fighting themselves; but they have a common enemy they were  armed to fight. And the enemy they were supposed to be fighting is dressed in full combat; and  is also strongly armed with all kinds of weapons he needs. But the people in the Highway of  salvation are just a confused lot. 

Some are just idle. Others who looked like they are sensible, they are however, also confused!  They don’t know what they are supposed to be doing. They were given a full combat uniform,  but they are dressed in some other funny dresses. They are very weak. So they are doing  nothing. Some who look like they have some strength are half dressed – others in casual wear,  others in only shirts or trousers. The person who is dressed in one of the parts of the combat uniform, that one is posing around as a very strong person. The person who is wearing only a  shirt part of the combat gear also is posing around as a very strong person. Then there is one  who has only a gun. Every one only has just a piece of the full combat they were supposed to  have. He who has a trouser has no shirt. He who has a shirt has no trouser. He who has a gun  has no shoes. Some are armed with iron bars, others with pangs – and they are moving around  using these to cut down others.  

Some are only putting on hats, but they have swords which they are using to cut others. Some  are dressed in only shoes, and they are using them to kick the heads of the weak ones, killing  them completely! Now in this Way of Salvation there are many people with differing measures  of strength. Some have already fallen on the wayside, and look like they are dead. Then there  are others who seem to have some strength, but they are so weak that they can’t even  breathe; they are just crawling on the ground. Such people need someone to help carry them  slowly a distance, until they have regained some strength to be able to continue on their own.  

But strangely, those with some bit of strength come and crush those who are left with little  strength! Others they hit them with iron bars; and others they pierce their hearts with swords.  They use such swords to pull them, before using the same swords to pierce and throw them  into the valley! They kill them and throw them completely out of the way.  

And I saw others who were looking strong, but they were moving around knocking others,  throwing them behind. That is to say, when someone sees his neighbor getting ahead of them,  instead of trying to learn from him and pulling up his socks too, he just looks for a big stone  and hits him on the head; sending him miles behind. And then this person after removing the  other person tries to occupy his position. People were very mad! And I saw other amazing  things. There were some very weak people. And you would have thought that such weak people  would help each other; but even the weak people are undermining each other. I saw a lot of  jealousy, stealing, violence, murder, every evil - all in the Way of Salvation.  

Angels and the Holy Spirit on the High Way of Salvation  

Although there are also many angels on the Way of Salvation, the people travelling on this Way  don’t know they are there. As a result, these angels don’t work. Every angel is just standing in  their position, doing nothing. They are just looking at the people; for what can the angels do for these mad people? So these angels just look on, until the end of time when they will be  withdrawn or redeployed by God. And I also saw that in this way of salvation, the Holy Spirit is  also there, trying to help the people. But the people are not willing to be helped. They are  mad; they don’t hear; they are deaf; they are blind; they are just moving up and down. There  are so many things in the Way of Salvation, many of which I haven’t narrated.  

Now I have told you that people in this way of salvation are soldiers. There isn’t a single  civilian. They were all designed to be fighters, and strong fighters at that. These people are  also on the front line, facing an enemy. But the disturbing this is that these people are  sleeping, and others are fighting one another. Now, because they are so confused, and others  are there seated not knowing what to do, the enemy at times infiltrates them and hits them  badly, leaving many of them dead, others broken, and others taken captive. This Way of  Salvation is surrounded by two strong walls on both sides. The walls rise as high as up to the  skies. This means that the Way is very safe, and the people who walk in this Way should also be  very safe, if they were what they are supposed to be. 

Now on both sides of these walls are strong armies of Satan. Like I told you, this army of Satan  is well prepared to fight; and it has all the weapons in needs, besides being dressed in full  combat. But the people in the Way are not dressed in combat gear, just as I told you; and they  are not armed. And they don’t know whom they are fighting. And because the people spend a  lot of time fighting themselves, the armies of Satan take advantage of this. To take you a little  behind, when I was walking with Jesus, He told me these words. And why did He tell me the  words I am going to tell you? Because I had left this world with a sad heart. I was saved, and I  was serving in the church as a singer; but fellow believers were making all kinds of false  accusations against me. They had broken my heart. They were treating me very badly, yet I  thought they were my fellow servants.  

There was a lot of gossip, people talking behind my back and accusing me of things I hadn’t  done. I felt ashamed and reduced to nothing! I was thus carrying a wounded heart. So by the  time I died and got to heaven, it was like I was accusing them before Jesus. And they did not  do these things to me alone. There are many of you out there who have been wounded in this  kind of way. This is the reason why Jesus said to me these words that I am going to say to you.  He said: “All the children of men are liars; only God is to be trusted.” He went further and  said, “Listen, all of you to the ends of the earth; look to God and get saved. If you look to sons  of men, you won’t succeed.” He further said, “Don’t be upset by sons of men.” And He said:  “Not every person you see in the church is a Christian. Not every one who says Praise the Lord  is born-again. Not every person who serves in the church is a believer.”  

But like I told you, in heaven there is perfect orderliness, and everything in done in set  departments, just as we have departments here in our world. Another thing, Jesus said it is us  sons and daughters of men who don’t fulfill all righteousness as required; but in heaven, they  fulfill all the requirements. As things were, they still are and for ever it shall be. In heaven,  things have not changed. Whether you fulfill your role or not, in heaven things remain as they  are supposed to be. In heaven therefore, everything is well organized. Even here on earth,  every person falls under a certain department.  

Life and Death, Heaven and Hell  

And there are two ways - they way of life and death; and as there are two places – heaven and  hell – it’s up to you to choose; and what you sow is what you reap. What you do on earth is  what you reap in the life after; and you reap it in fullness. This means that whatever you do,  do it with all your heart. If you decide to change, change completely; if you decide to get  saved, be fully saved; if you decide to live holy, live holy; if you decide to obey the word, obey  it fully; if you choose to give, give with all your heart. This is the time for every person to do  whatever they are doing with all their heart. The rewards are full and real!  

In heaven everything is done in an orderly way, although here in the world there is a lot of  confusion. For example, concerning the church, Jesus told me that there are different  departments. What did He mean? That if you see someone doing certain things in the church,  then you know that that’s the department in which that person falls. Don’t blame God for the  misbehavior of people, for this grieves God. If I got saved on my own, and I joined the church,  and you also got saved on your own from nowhere I know, we all met in the choir; then if I  annoy you and you get so upset to the extent of leaving the church or the choir, ask yourself:  Was it a person who called you into salvation? Have you been singing for people or for God?  Were you saved by human beings? Did any of them shed blood for you? Who will be asked to  account for their services to God – isn’t you?  

Let every person know who called them, and do what they are supposed to do. It grieves God,  even if I am the one who has mistreated you, for you to get so upset that you abandon the good  things you are supposed to be doing. This way, both yourself and the person who has  mistreated you are guilty; and perhaps you are more guilty because you have not understood what you are supposed to do. Jesus told me that people in the church fall into a number of  departmental areas, as follows:  

Those who recited the salvation prayer but who actually never truly received Jesus  from the bottom of their hearts! Such people thus are not saved at all, and heaven  doesn’t know them. But I saw some of such people even serving in the church. And in  this world, they are seen as being very powerful people. But heaven doesn’t know  them. They are not saved.  

Those who truly accepted Jesus as their Lord and Savior, but who don’t do what  He tells them to do; and so heaven doesn’t know them as well! When we respond to  the call and accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior, every person is given up to two  minutes of perfect holiness. As it is said, a person believes Jesus in his heart and is  saved; and when he pronounces it in his mouth, righteousness is credited to him. So  within those first two minutes, every person is blameless. Whatever crimes a person  has committed, if he genuinely repents, he is immediately forgiven them all.  

But it’s not just a matter of saying words, for even people in the first department  above said the sinner’s prayer. But the difference is that it didn’t come from their  heart. If you truly repent from the bottom of your heart, you get two minutes. But  after these two minutes, you have to work out your holiness (working with the Holy  Spirit).  

These two minutes are given to you as a start up. If you continue walking in holiness, it  grows. But you have to work it out (with the help of the Holy Spirit). But if after those  two minutes you start walking with devil again, after repenting, then Heaven blots you  out! And there are so many people who fall under this category. They received the two  minute after coming to Jesus, but thereafter they went back and continued living their  old sinful lifestyles. So Heaven doesn’t know them; but they still go to church and pose  as Christians.  

Those who gossip! Jesus told me that this department is the most active; and that it  has destroyed many, sending them into Gehenna. He said to me, “Go to the world and  tell them that I am tired of gossiping! It’s like smoke that billows out day and night,  and which has reached my presence. Go and tell them that I am fed up with gossiping  in the church!”  

Those who got saved, but who don’t worship the Lord in Spirit and in truth! They  got saved; they left everything for the Lord’s sake, and they have given up everything  for the Lord. They have also suffered a lot for the Lord; but unfortunately, they don’t  understand the times of the Lord. And so they don’t worship the Lord in Spirit and in  truth.  

Those who are confused! They left or gave up everything for the Lord. They have  suffered for the Lord; and they say they are waiting on the Lord. But they don’t know  the days of the Lord. They are filled with fear and worry over the affairs of this world.  Such worries and anxieties draw them away from the presence of the Lord; and they  end up confused and disturbed.  

They say they are waiting on the Lord, but they don’t understand Him. Even the Holy  Spirit, they don’t understand Him. They don’t understand the days of the Lord. They  think there is till more time, whereas time has already run out.  

And I saw many things in the Church, and its different departments. All people fall under  certain departments, like I said. But it is their actions or behavior that show you where they fall. So don’t be scandalized or discouraged by people’s behaviors and acts. Just look to God,  and get saved yourself. This is the time for every one to know their God, and choose whom  they will follow, for many people are confused.  

As we walked with Jesus, we went somewhere where people were in an overnight prayer. Some  people are amazing, yet they are in the church. And Jesus asked, “Who allowed these people  to come and spoil my courts?” These people were moving around knocking others on the heads!  God is seeing everything that is going on in our lives.  

[But you who walk with the Lord] Don’t fear; don’t worry; you will finish the race. Let’s  continue moving forward, until we get to heaven. Don’t lose your strength. Let every person  find out where they lost track. As the Bible says, this is the time for every one to go back to  where they lost it; to go back to their first love; to walk the way of peace. Let every one go  back to the original path; wherever each one went astray; and get back to the right track. This  tendency of saying “I have been born again now for 40 years”, is no longer valid.  

I saw people saying they were born again now for 40 years ago. But in those 40 years, they had  walked in holiness for only two minutes. This means that they had never truly got saved; and heaven doesn’t know them. Others testified that they had been born again for 10 years. But  the question is that during those ten years how many minutes have you lived holy? The time  you have spent walking in holiness is what really counts in heaven.  

Ministries in the Church  

Now let me talk about the different ministries in the church. People often look at ministries  only in terms of pastors, prophets, teachers, and evangelists; and every person wants to join  one of these. But not every person was called to serve in these ministries. Every person have  their different ministries in which God called them. Some of these ministries are quite  ordinary, such as working in an orifice. This could be someone’s work that was written in their  heavenly file; that such and such a person, when they grow up, they will graduate and do such  and such a job.  

And that such and such a person will help the church, by bringing in tithes and offerings, so  that there is food in the house of the Lord; as it written, so that the servants of the Lord don’t  suffer from poverty. If this is the work that was written in your file, even if you donate  millions of shillings, and thousands of souls get saved in the process, but without doing that  work that was written in your heavenly file, you will not have done what you were created to  do!  

You would have done good works, just as I did, but not what you went sent on earth to do. So  people fall in different ministries. Some are called to be in business; and through which God  planned to bless them so that they bring money into the church to promote the work of God,  such as building, evangelizing and helping the poor.  

This could be someone’s ministry, but not to pastor a church. But now the church is in  confusion. Pastors are businessmen; and business men are pastoring churches. But people  think it all about becoming a pastor or singer or the like. First of all, for me when I looked into  the files of heaven, I didn’t see any person that was specifically called to be a singer. Singing is  just one of the gifts. Actually what I saw was that every person is called to be a singer.  

I noted in heaven that every person is required to sing. Even the grass, insects, trees, flowers,  every creature bows, sings, praises and worships God. Even here on earth, for from heaven I could see and hear the grass and plants, praising the Lord; even birds, cats, every  creature were worshipping God in very audible voices. The thing is that here on earth, in the flesh, you can’t hear these voices. So it is the responsibility of every person to sing. 

But if you have decided to be a singer, and it is the Holy Spirit leading you to do so, this can be  your calling. But for me, while in heaven, I didn’t see in any single file where “singing” was  something for which some specific people were called to do. I only saw other callings, like  those I have mentioned. I saw some people who are called to be helpers. They are planted in  the church to help those who are distressed, the destitute, and the helpless and people like  that.  

There are some people that God has called to minister love to such people. For example,  someone might come to the church, when he is at the point of committing suicide, or his heart  might be distressed. Now your calling might be to restore strength and hope to such people.  When you help such a person, then that person comes to know that God really cares about him;  and he or she can go back to their home and victoriously walk in the way of salvation. The  little smile you showed to such a person may be just enough to change the course of life for  that person. So some people have been called to do such and similar ministries or work. Think  of anything that builds up people in the body of Christ, God has assigned someone to do it.  From sweeping the Church to going out to evangelize, someone has been called to do it.  

And such a person is a “Minister” of God in his or her own right, as much as someone who has  been called to be a pastor or evangelist. But you see now every one wants to remain in the  church, rather than going out to preach the gospel and win souls. People like that will get to  heaven and get surprised to find that they didn’t do anything about what they were specifically  created to do!  

Some people were created and called to do door-to-door evangelism, but they have instead  decided to pastor churches. And some of the people who turn themselves into pastors, when  God actually never called them into that office, such people can create problems for everyone.  Remember, a Pastor is equipped with the spirit of fatherly love for the sheep; that parental,  nurturing and guiding spirit. But if you see a Pastor who divides the sheep, that Pastor may not  be standing in his proper calling. Such pastors are better advised to leave the work of pasturing  churches and go and look for what God created them to do. Then they will be standing in their  rightful position.  

There are many people whom God actually called to be evangelists, so that they could bring  souls into the church, and then the Pastors would nurture such souls. But you find such people  instead pastoring churches. There is a lot of confusion, as everyone is now doing what they  want; rather than what God called them to do. And let me tell you, it takes a lot of strength  to stand in your rightful position. Because I saw people who are standing in their rightful  positions, but then there were other malicious people armed with sticks or iron bars, who were  beating them or trying to pull them away! It takes a firm stand to be where God has called you  to be. This is because there will always be people who are trying to beat, knock, or pull you  down from what God has called you to do or be. But it’s your responsibility to fight and stand  firm in your rightful position. There is nothing like a soft or free ride in the way of salvation!  

There are thus so many ministries or callings in the church, right from the toilet cleaner, to any  work you can mention. Every person is called to do something that builds up the Body of Christ;  and those who rightfully do what they were called or created to do, God will reward them.  Every person will be crowned, according to how faithful they were in doing what they were  called to do. Another thing, every person is going to be asked to account for every word they  spoke while they were still on earth. As I told you, every word we speak here on earth is  recorded in heaven; as is every thought, whisper, and everything you have ever done on earth.  You will find it all well recorded and documented in heaven! So strive to do good; so that when  you leave this world, you might find a good report in heaven.  

End Remarks 

You are very fortunate to hear these words! But you are also in trouble, if you hear them,  but refuse or neglect to do what they are telling you to do! May the Lord greatly bless you! I would like to register my deep gratitude to Hope Studio, who recorded the voices (from  which these scripts were transcribed). The Enemy tried hard to frustrate the exercise, but  God prevailed. May God richly bless you with an overflow!  

My Address: 

Ms. Aida Nakasujja,  

Namirembe Christian Fellowship,  

P. O Box 9096 Kampala- Uganda East Africa.  

Phone numbers: 256-782891-487/0753891-487/  

Church Reference: 

Prof./Pr. Simeon Kayiwa,  

Senior Pastor, Namirembe Christian Fellowship/  

Chancellor, Kayiwa International University,  

P. O Box 9096 Kampala- Uganda East Africa. 

Editor’s End Notes 

  • How have you responded to the great and unmatchable love of Jesus for you, who,  sent by God, left all the comforts and riches of heaven, came down to earth, was  abused, beaten, tortured, greatly wounded, stripped naked, and later killed, before  rising up again, in order to save your and my soul from everlasting condemnation to  hell?  
  • You have also had the rare privilege of being taken, in spirit, on a pre-tour or  journey to heaven, before God finally calls you out of this world and you undertake  the same journey? Are you prepared for that final journey? Are you prepared to  cross that narrow bridge? Are you prepared to meet God, if He called you this  moment? As it is said, no one knows the hour or the moment!  

Rewards and punishments are real, as this Sister saw, and hell is a reality. The Bible  describes hell as a place: where the “worm” that eats up those cast there “does not die,  and the fire is not quenched” (Mark 9:48); where “the smoke of their torment goes up  for ever and ever; and they have no rest day…” (Revelation 14:11); "the pit which has  no bottom" (Revelation 9:1,2); where “There will be weeping there, and gnashing of  teeth ... “ (Luke 13:28).  

In brief, this is a place where you or any of your friends and loved ones should get to, by  all means! Jesus provides the means and He came into this world precisely to give us the  way to everlasting life, and away from eternal condemnation. You can get everlasting life  and avoid this terrible place, by giving Him your life.  

As Jesus went through the towns and villages, teaching, on His way to Jerusalem,  someone asked Him: "Lord, are only a few people going to be saved?" He said to them,  "Make every effort to enter through the narrow door, because many, I tell you, will try to  enter and will not be able to. Once the owner of the house gets up and closes the door,  you will stand outside knocking and pleading, 'Sir, open the door for us.' "But he will  answer, 'I don't know you or where you come from.' … Away from me, all you  evildoers!' … There will be weeping there, and gnashing of teeth, when you see Abraham,  Isaac and Jacob and all the prophets in the kingdom of God, but you yourselves thrown  out…” (Luke 13:22-30). “Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad  is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and  narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it” (Matthew 7: 13-14). 

The world and every thing in it, as well as your and my life, are all temporary things.  Very soon we will leave this world and go back to where we came from. Are you  prepared? Did you receive Jesus as your Lord and Savior? Jesus is that “narrow gate” to  Heaven. "For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever  believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life ..." [Jn 3:16-18]. "Salvation is  found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we  must be saved", other than that of Jesus (Acts 4:12). Jesus is the only “way and the truth  and the life. No one comes to the Father [God] except through [Him]” (John 14:6]. You  might say you are a good or well behaved person in your own religion. I commend you 

on this. But Good behavior and works can’t save a soul: "A man is not justified (saved)  by the works of the law, but by the faith of Jesus Christ ..." (Gal. 2:16). The Kingdom of  God is not about the good things we can do for God, but about what God, through Christ  Jesus, does in and through us. You need to give your life to Jesus, if you have never done  so.  

If you have never asked Jesus Christ to come into your life, I want to invite you to open  your heart to him and accept the salvation and way to Heaven which only He offers.  Jesus says to you: "Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears my voice and  opens the door, I will come into him, and will dine with him, and he with Me" (Rev  3:20). If you want to receive this salvation, please kneel down, close your eyes and  thoughts to every other thing, and look to God in spirit, and respond to His gracious  invitation, by saying this prayer, from the bottom of your heart:  

SALVATION PRAYER

"Dear God in Heaven, I come to you in the name of Jesus. I  acknowledge to You that I am a sinner. I need your forgiveness. I  believe that you sent your Son Jesus Christ, and He shed His precious  blood on the cross at Calvary and died for my sins, before rising up  again. Lord Jesus, I need You as my Savior. Thank You for dying on  the cross for my sins. I am sorry for all my sins and the life that I have  lived. I open the door of my life and receive You as my Savior and  Lord. Please take control of the throne of my life. Make me the kind  of person You want me to be. Thank You for forgiving my sins and  giving me eternal life " 

If this prayer expressed the desire of your heart, Christ has come into your life, as He  promised! You are now a new creature! Committing our lives to Christ is the first step in  our Christian journey. You need to go to a Bible-believing Church and get baptized in the  name of God the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Thereafter, get involved in the  Church activities and fellowship with your fellow believers there, so that you might grow  in the knowledge, love, goodness and service of God.  

HAVE YOU BEEN DISOBEDIENT OR SINFUL IN SOME AREAS OF YOUR  LIFE?  

If you have already Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, but you have not been  obedient to Him in some areas of your life, you need to confess your sins, recommit your  life to Him and have your fellowship with the Holy Spirit restored. God loves us beyond  our wildest imaginations. But He also loves righteousness and hates sin with a passion  (Heb. 1:9). In His love for humanity, God won’t, however, compromise His holy nature.  

This is what He says about those who receive Him as their Lord and Savior, but later opt  to live in sin and refuse to repent: “If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, but only a fearful  expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God”  (Hebrews 10:26). “you yourselves cheat and do wrong, and you do this to your brothers.  Do you not know that the wicked will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be  deceived: Neither the sexually immoral nor idolaters nor adulterers nor male prostitutes  nor homosexual offenders nor thieves nor the greedy nor drunkards nor slanderers nor  swindlers will inherit the kingdom of God” (1 Cor. 6:8-8). “ 

Jesus says, “Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God” (Matthew 5:8). If you’ve  been living in some kind of sin or impurity, you need to repent, or else, as the Sister’s  Testimony shows, you might be found too heavy to cross that “threadlike bridge!”  

Hate sin with all your heart, because sin is what led to the terrible suffering and  crucifixion of your Lord Jesus. If you commit any sin, immediately go to the Lord and  confess it. He is faithful; He will forgive you and restore your fellowship with the Holy  Spirit. His word says, “"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our  sins and to cleanse us ..." (1 John 1:9). Say this prayer:  

PRAYER OF REPENTANCE

“Lord Jesus, I have lived according to my desires and will. I have not  lived under your Lordship in the following areas of my life: ________  (name them all). By doing so, I have dishonored your presence in my  life and grieved your Holy Spirit. I’m sorry for my sins. I request and  

receive your loving forgiveness. I recommit and surrender my heart,  my soul, my body and every part of me to you. Please give me the  power to live a life that is worthy of you. Precious Holy Spirit, please  forgive me and fill me, in Jesus’ name.  

Thank you Lord!”

If you’ve prayed this prayer in all sincerity, the angels of God have cleansed you totally,  and God has forgiven you! You are now as pure as gold! Daily keep yourself pure, by  surrendering your heart and every aspect of your life to the Holy Spirit and walking with  Him closely as your special Dear Friend and Helper. Ask Him, in Jesus’ name, to help  strengthen and to help you in every other way. He will. He loves to do it, in Jesus’ name!  

MAY GOD RICHLY BLESS YOU! 

(After reading this book, please do share it with others, so that they can also get in it). the very important and urgent messages contained) 

Elisabeth 1 The Heart of Hell

This testimony warns that Hell is a place of continual punishment and emphasizes the urgent need for repentance, holiness, obedience, and genuine faith in Jesus Christ. It warns that professing Christians and even ministers can fall into judgment when they knowingly live in sin, hypocrisy, sexual immorality, pride, or other disobedience rather than following God's Word. It also stresses that spiritual warfare requires true faith and the authority of the Lord, not merely religious words or actions. (The Beginning of the Testimony) 

40 DAYS WITH JESUS IN HEAVEN AND HELL

-Testimony of Elisabeth Widyawati Herman

Note: Translated from Indonesian into English by Elma Larsen. Jesus’ words are in red, Scriptures are in blue  Elma Larsen additions for clearer translation are in green 

Day 10: The Heart/Center of Hell

I prayed alone in my room. Then the LORD JESUS took my spiritual body to Hell. Walking alone  in Hell and seeing the devil walking here and there still made my heart beat fast even though  it was the umpteenth time I entered Hell. The voice of the LORD JESUS told me to go in and  walk deeper. I found myself in the Body and Heart of Hell. In the middle of the body was a  descending path. The LORD JESUS told me to follow that path. After walking on it, I arrived at  a place that was shaped like a volcanic crater, like a well in which there was boiling liquid  bubbling. The liquid was not clear but like a brownish green snort, like a swamp, there was also a reddish brown color, like the color of veins. This place was the hottest in Hell, the  most smelly, making me feel so nauseous that my physical body felt hot and sweaty. The LORD said,  

"This place is the heart of hell or the center of hell."  

I heard clearly the words of the LORD JESUS. In front of me, I saw people who were tied together in pairs, men with men, women with women. They were positioned back to back.  The people were hung up, then slowly lowered into the crater well, as soon as their feet  touched the boiling liquid, they screamed and reeled in pain, and called on the name of the  LORD JESUS begging for forgiveness. Their bodies were slowly lowered and also slowly lifted out. When they were lifted out, their bodies melted like wax, their skin peeled, then their  flesh and their bones melted slowly from toe to head until they were all gone. Slowly their  bodies grew back, just as before, then they were lowered back into the crater well, melted  again until their bodies were gone, then their bodies grew back again, and so on. 

The punishment was continuous, there was no end. The LORD said, "This punishment is for gays, lesbians, homosexuals and transgenders. If they don't repent  until the end of their lives, they will come to this place, even though they have claimed to be  MY children and believed in ME." 

(Leviticus 18:22:Do not have sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman; that is  detestable. 

Leviticus 20:13: If a man has sexual relations with a man as one does with a woman, both of  them have done what is detestable. They are to be put to death; their blood will be on their  own heads.) 

My physical body felt very weak, my ears hurt hearing people's screams. My stomach felt nauseous, my body was sweating and felt hot. I could not bear it any longer, I felt weak and  limp. After waking up, I looked in the mirror and saw that my ears were red as if I had been  sun-bathing. 

Day 11 

I prayed alone in my room. While praying and speaking in tongues, I was again taken by the  LORD to the Heart of Hell. Again, I was in that place alone and only heard the voice of the  LORD from above. The place was the hottest, the smelliest, and many demons walked back  and forth. The LORD told me to look at the Heart of Hell, there I saw places like prison cells in  which one person was being punished. There was no demon guarding the cells. I looked from  outside the cell and noticed things moving on the walls of the cell. It turned out that the walls were filled with maggots or very small worms. In the middle of the cell was a person who was stretched out, bound by his hands and feet. Slowly the small worms crept on the body of the  person, right in the genitals, and they began to bite, blood gushed out and flowed. Curdling  screams of pain could be heard in every cell. That person was a man. Once the genitals have  been gnawed to nothing, they regrew and became whole as before. They were then eaten  away again to nothing, grew back again, eaten away again, continuously without end. 

In the next cell was a woman who was stretched and bound by her hands and feet, the cell  walls were filled with small worms. The woman's body was slowly covered by small worms, right in the genitals and chest, and began to eat away. Blood gushed out and flowed, screams  of pain began to sound, asking forgiveness from God. The LORD only said,  

"It's too late, when you were in the world you were given the opportunity to repent, but you  didn't take that opportunity." 

The LORD explained to me that these cells were specifically reserved for people who liked to play with their genitals; who committed adultery, sexual sin, was a mistress, a prostitute, people who went to brothels, who were not loyal to their partners, cheating, and other  sexual sins, including free sex. All sins related to genitals.  

If you don't repent until the end of your life, even though you confess to believe in the LORD JESUS and know HIM, you will be put into the most terrible place, Hell, where the worms will  never die, the punishment will never stop.

I continued to walk around looking at each cell with the same punishment, each cell was filled  with one person. The cells were alternately filled with men and women, so one cell was filled  with a woman and the cell next to it filled with a man, next to that filled with a woman, and  so on. There were millions of cells there. 

Day 12: Correctly Cast Out Demons 

I returned to the Heart of Hell for the third time. I stood in front of a large well in which there  was boiling liquid. When I was about to walk further, I was suddenly stopped by a huge vision  playing like a huge movie screen. 

There I could see a group of people praying, speaking in tongues, doing spiritual warfare. They  were praying to drive out evil spirits and many evil spirits did come out of the place but  unfortunately since they only prayed saying, "Go out all evil spirits" to drive them away, the evil spirits or demons left, but they just moved to another place. 

After that I saw people praying for deliverance on someone, only by speaking in tongues and  saying, "Go, I command evil spirits to leave this person's body." The evil spirits left, but they  just moved to another place, some were even walking around - as if the prayers of these  people do not have the LORD's Authority. 

After that I saw people praying and speaking in tongues saying, "All evil spirits are bound, and are burnt with fire from Heaven." and I saw every evil spirit destroyed, right beside me, I saw  ash entering the deep well of boiling liquid. Then creepy creatures emerged from the well.  They were not little creepy creatures, but rather huge creatures with wings and horns, sharp  nails and red eyes. They came out of the well to be bound and cast to the very tip of hell  where they were shackled and would not be able to get back into the world. 

The LORD explained to me that what He wanted was not just a people speaking in tongues  and casting out demons, but actually a people whose words have His authority. Words that  come out of a sincere heart, full of the authority and faith in the LORD JESUS. People who  truly believe in the LORD JESUS who take every thought of unbelief captive. 

The LORD was sad and said that many churches of God have lost the anointing of the LORD,  the authority of God, some do not even believe in the work of the Holy Spirit, namely the  Spirit of God himself. Many do not believe in the language of the Spirit, even though all the  words of the LORD, every word of the LORD has been written. 

Day 13 

This is the fourth time the LORD has taken my spiritual body to the HEART of Hell. I was alone in this place. Only the voice of the LORD led me to walk around to see the place. After seeing  the cells where I had visited yesterday, I then walked to the very end. There was a large  hallway and I saw many - countless - very large and creepy creatures. They were winged,  horned and have epaulet marks on the right and left shoulder. Unlike soldiers in the world  whose mark is attached to a shirt which can be removed and washed, the devil's rank is one with his body; some are like protruding bones, some are like boils, burns, or mucous liquids  that stick, and some are hairy. As I was observing the place, a huge vision appeared before me like a movie. 

I saw many people dressed in black, mostly young people, teenagers who were partying,  drinking and doing free sex. After that, they said prayers in a language I didn't understand, it  sounded like Latin. After they prayed, one of them said the word "Satan", then a big devil  came out of his cell; his chains came loose and entered into churches that were spiritually  dark, where there was no anointing of the LORD. 

There were also demons that roam the streets, making people suddenly have accidents  because their minds were made empty, especially those who have no sign of ownership of  the LORD JESUS, or those who have a sign of ownership of the LORD JESUS but had allowed a gap to happen through the committing of sin. Other evil things that Satan does are as follows: 

  1. Make people lose their memories. Their minds taken and given to Satanists as sacrifice. 
  2. Make aborted babies as sacrifices. 

The more sacrifices gained, the many more large demons are released from the shackles and  come to the place of worship. Therefore, it is necessary for us as children of God to pray much so that we are always protected by the blood of the LORD JESUS. God wants us to be close  and intimate with HIM. 

After that I walked to another place that looked like a corridor or a big cave. I saw a throne  that was dark and creepy. There was a huge creature, half an animal and half a creepy  creature's body. Its tail was long, the tip was like a spearhead, its eyes were bright red. I also  saw an animal resembling a large black greenish snake. I was afraid to see them and tried to calm down, because there was a voice of the LORD that said,  

"Do not be afraid my dear, they cannot touch you, because you are surrounded by MY glory." 

Day 14 

I felt very tired going through this process. My legs felt very weak and could barely walk. The  soles of my feet and hands felt cold, but my body and head felt hot, didn’t help that the temperature of the city of Semarang was also hot. Even so, Hell was far hotter than what I was feeling. My throat felt very dry. All I could do was to sit and worship God until finally I lay in bed, my eyes felt heavy. I felt tired, weak, hot ... but Father God gave me new strength that  I was able to go back to worshipping Him.  

A moment later, I was somewhere else; a place that was shining brightly – it was quiet, calm, cool, not the Hell that I visited a few days. This place was like a room. I knelt before the LORD JESUS. With His glory, He sat on a very beautiful chair. His face was very assertive, wise and He smiled softly at me. I almost couldn’t see Him clearly because the light was so bright. I lowered my head and shed tears. I called out HIS name,  "LORD JESUS" ... and I was speechless.  

But God knew what I was experiencing, feeling and thinking - even what was in my heart.  "I know you feel very tired ...", said the LORD.  

Then the LORD approached and sat beside me, HE embraced and hugged me. I felt the love  of a father who has long been lost in my life.  

"I AM your FATHER [the narrator loss her father at 17 years old], I will never leave you. I give you strength to live this life. I, Father, love  you." 

My tears flowed hard .. "FATHER ...", I said quietly.  Comfort from the LORD was more than anything I had ever experienced - fatigue and  weakness suddenly disappeared. There was a new strength and enthusiasm that flowed in  my body. 

Day 15 

Today I woke up with gratitude. Even though my body still felt weak and hot, but there was a  new passion and enthusiasm because of yesterday's encounter with the FATHER in the name of the LORD JESUS CHRIST. I sat near the door of the house to breathe fresh air. In my heart  there was a great enthusiasm to return to pray like yesterday to feel the hug of the LORD. I slowly walked to my room to pray. I began to pray and worship the LORD. There was an  overwhelming sense of joy to experience a personal encounter with the LORD JESUS like  yesterday. But not long after something happened. 

The Leg / Feet of Hell 

My spiritual body was back in Hell. I was surprised and protested, "LORD, why do you keep bringing me here all the time?" 

I was in the HEART of HELL. In front of me were small passageways where evil spirits gather.  There was a voice of the LORD from above guiding me. "LORD, this is the fifth time, You know ...", I protested.  

But the LORD answered, "This is not what I want to show you, walk back, there is an uphill  road, you will arrive at the very end, the darkest place in Hell." 

I arrived at the uphill road and followed the road to the end. There was a long corridor with  small cells to the left and right. The place was dark, stuffy, and my whole body felt cold as if entering a refrigerator, even colder actually - until my mouth felt stiff and my teeth ached.  Likewise, my physical body felt the same way. I began to see these cells. They were very dark, so it was difficult to see inside. (Matthew 8:12; 22:13; 25:30; 2 Peter 2:17). But the glory of  the LORD enabled me to see my surrounding. 

In the cell was someone dressed in a shirt, tie, and trousers trying to run away. But there were 5 demons catching him and torturing him. He was beaten, whipped, clawed to the ground, his face was disfigured, blood flowing everywhere. Once the body of the person was  damaged, it then returned to normal, and then tortured again until the body was damaged again, then normal again, then tortured again, and so on. The demons just laughed, "Come on, you were a good preacher in the world, here you can also preach", the demons said. I was  surprised why there was a pastor in this place. 

I saw other cells like that, it contained men and women. In each cell there was one person  tortured by 5 demons. As I walked down the aisle and watched the people inside these cells,  a big vision appeared in front of me.  

There was an evangelist who was very anointed, he could heal people, but after that without the knowledge of others he went to the brothels. There were also God's servants who  tortured their wives, steal church offerings, boast about themselves, watch pornographic  films, have affairs, multiple lovers, or mistresses. In addition to evangelists, there were also  worship leaders, singers, pulpit ministers, deacons, church music players both male and  female, all could be seen in the vision. 

I was shocked to see this and asked the LORD, "LORD, why do many of your servants enter Hell when they are great, the anointing is great, they pray a lot and fast?" 

The LORD said, "Many claim to be MY servants, MY ministers but their behavior hurt MY  heart, they do not live according to MY Word. Even though they know MY word well. Many of  MY ministers and servants steal MY glory." 

The people in the cells were all shouting for forgiveness from the LORD. 

LILIAN BLESSING 1

Sister Lilian became a born-again Christian but believed that salvation and the doctrine “Once saved, forever saved” (OSAS) were sufficient for entering Heaven. After a conflict with her pastor, she admits to slandering him, refusing to forgive him, and disobeying another pastor’s counsel to stop discussing the matter. In her account, she encountered Jesus and her pastor in a glorious place, where she was shown Malachi 3:10–12 and told to bring all her tithes to God’s storehouse. She then describes being taken to Hell, where she saw people suffering and believed her own unrepented sins—including slander, withholding part of her tithe, and her former lifestyle of makeup, trousers, and high heels—were being judged. The testimony concludes with a warning to Christians to repent of their sins, forgive others, obey God, give their full tithes, and live a life of holiness so they will not perish.

HEAVEN AND HELL ENCOUNTER PART 1

My name is Lillian Blessing, from Nairobi Kenya. I am here to share a testimony of my encounter  with the Lord Jesus about Heaven and Hell. According to the Bible, testimony helps us to overcome. It is written in the book of Rev. 12:11, They overcame him by the blood of the lamb and  by the word of their testimony and they did not love their lives unto death. 

As I am going to share this testimony, it’s not for any reason but to help us all to overcome Satan as  the body of Christ. 

I am a born again believer since 2008 since the post-election violence in my country, Kenya. The  situation forced me to seek Christ without anyone preaching to me. All along I thought I was going  to Heaven because I was born again and redeemed by the blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. I thought  that these were all I need to go to Heaven. I believed in the doctrine “Once saved, forever saved.” 

I was working as a hair-dresser, make-up artist, and physio-therapist in hospitals and in hotels  sometimes. During that time that I was going to Church, there was something that I wasn’t doing  which I will explain as we continue.  

Then in the year 2016, I started passing through difficult situations. I started praying to God asking  what was wrong with my life. Nothing was going on well, financially I was down. I was going  through sickness but had no money for treatment. I started thinking about what has gone wrong? 

In my Church, I used to be close to the pastor. We had a good relationship with one another in the  Church. Somewhere along the line something happened and brought misunderstanding.  This happened between me and my pastor so we reached a point that we weren’t talking to each  other. There is something he did that I wasn’t happy about so what I did was I started talking about the issue and spreading it. That was the sin of slander. 

I told the other brethren what the pastor had done to me so when news reached the pastor he seized  the opportunity to come and talk to me. He asked me to forgive him for what he did. I told him I  have forgiven him and do not have anything against him but deep down in my heart, I was still holding on to the offense. I had not forgiven him. After this, I still didn’t want to talk to him or greet him but kept on telling people why I wasn’t attending his Church anymore. 

For a whole year, I stayed at home without attending Church. I finally joined another Church. The  pastor of this new Church asked me why I left my former Church and I told him everything my  former pastor did. This new pastor told me to forgive him and forget about the matter and I  shouldn’t talk about it to others because he is a man of God. 

Although this new pastor advised me I didn’t act as he instructed me to. Simply saying, I didn’t  obey the pastor. Hebrews 13:17 Obey them that have the rule over you, and submit to them: for they watch in behalf of your souls, as they that shall give account; that they may do this with joy, and not with grief: for  this were unprofitable for you. 

After all this, I still kept on talking about my pastor. Later on, I learned that I was supposed to cover the man. This was the reason why I was struggling although I was a Christian. I was running from  one problem to the other. I was losing money without understanding. Thieves even broke into my  house and made away with everything I owed, except the clothes I was wearing. 

All the money I had kept in my bank was stolen. I started crying to God in prayer for forgiveness. I  thought maybe the company I was working for was the cause so I left that company and went to  work in a hospital as a physiotherapist. Meanwhile, I was still doing my hairdressing and my make ups jobs. 

I prayed to God over and over again but it looks as if I was praying in vain for nothing was  changing. 

One day I returned from work and felt a heavy presence of God. I felt I should pray so I started  praying and groaning in prayer. I was bitter about my life. I had a debt of my daughter’s school fees  I had to pay. I was working and receiving salary though. 

I told God, “I have been praying and asking You to forgive me but You have refused to forgive me  so I ask of Your judgment that You judge me righteously.” 

I continued, “If it is your will to kill me, kill me but don’t take me to Hell.” I cried and groan in prayer for about 3 hours and I went to sleep. Three days later I returned from work and went to sleep. All of a sudden, I felt a strange coldness on my body as if I have been dipped in ice. After that, I started feeling the heat all over my body as I  have been dipped into the fire. My body became very hot that I couldn’t cover myself with any bed sheet. Now I realized I was sick. I was having pains all over my body. 

I started praying. I started praying to God to forgive me. I didn’t remember that I had requested for  judgment. I prayed to God to be merciful to me and heal me. I could still feel the heat all over my  body. I wanted to get up to use the bathroom but I couldn’t. 

I laid down praying within me. The situation went on till 7am in the morning then my neighbor  came in. She went to buy me some pain killers and antibiotics. When I took them I felt a little bit better. 

My neighbor had to go for work so she left. At about 1pm my pain increased in my heart as well as  the fever increased. I took a phone to send my pastor a message that I was sick but I couldn’t even  read what I was writing. 

My neighbor returned from work to check on me and it was all blood around me because I had been coughing blood! My neighbor managed to send me to the hospital. I was diagnosed with many  sicknesses, pneumonia, low sugar, malaria, etc. So I was admitted to the hospital. After my admission to the hospital, I started hearing voices, “Why did you slander the man of  God?” “Why did you talk about him?” 

I was seeing this pastor as if he was there with me. The voice was coming and I felt guilty of what I  did. I started thinking of all the good things this pastor did for me. He taught me how to pray, read  and understand the Bible. In fact, he was a good teacher. 

I remembered a sister who knew this issue and came to tell me, “Lilian, please forgive your pastor  and don’t talk about him. Remember he is still the man of God.” She said. 

In response, I told that sister, “I cannot. He is the one who did that mistake, so he is the one to  forgive me.”  I remember how this sister counseled me to go back and apologize to the man of God.

I was just hearing the voice, “Why, why, why?” I sat up, turned around to see who was talking to  me but there was no one. 

The next voice I heard gave me Psalm was talking to me but there was no one. The next voice I  heard gave me Psalm 105:15 “Touch not My anointed, and do My prophets no harm.” 

I had no Bible with me so I took my phone and read from it. After reading the verse, I realized that I had touched the Lord’s anointed one. I remembered every word I spoke against him. I started  repenting. I told God to forgive me for touching His anointed. 

I tell you brethren, a man of God, whatsoever he is, whether he is on the wrong or on the right, God  still values the anointing on him. Don’t slander against him or talk against him. Apart from that,  slander itself is a sin, no slanderer will inherit the kingdom of God. If someone is a thief and you go telling other people he is a thief but you cannot face him and tell him in his face you are slandering  that person. 

The next morning I was feeling good. I was responding to medication. The doctors even discussed  of discharging me the following day. I sent my pastor the message that I was sick in the hospital so  he should pray me. The pastor responded and prayed with me on the phone. 

I slept and dreamt. In the dream, I saw an Indian lady who was my boss in the hospital. She was  coming towards me with many other women. They were carrying some statues and playing drums.  It’s like they were worshipping those statures. 

As they came towards me, I felt they wanted to sacrifice me. I felt tired in the dream so I remember  saying, “I have been redeemed by the blood of our Lord Jesus Christ. I cannot be sacrificed on any  evil altar.” 

When I said that they tried to grab me. I made the same pronouncement again. Then I saw my  pastor appeared there. He grabbed the women their statues, poured oil on them, and set them on  fire. I saw them burning and turning to ashes. Then the pastor left. 

I woke up feeling good, so I thank God for healing me. The doctor looking after me thought I was  better so he was planning to discharge me. Getting to the evening I felt fresh pains coming over me  more painful than the previous ones. I couldn’t even lift my arm or any part of my body. My body  was in pain. Sometimes I felt hot at times I felt very cold. Then I realized I was dying.

There was another lady who was there with me, also on admission, who was a friend of mine. She spoke to me saying, “Lilian, do you think we will die?” 

I replied, “No, I don’t think so.” 

“Let’s continue to pray", she said, "Maybe, God might forgive us.” 

If we have sinned may God forgive us so that we can get out of this hospital. Both of us were in a  bad condition. I was feeling a lot of pain. Then I began seeing lots of ushers in their uniform in the  spirit with offering baskets. They all surrounded my bed, where I was. 

The second person I saw was the pastor I slandered. I saw him around by my side. 

The third group I saw were all the ladies I used to plait their hairs and paint their faces with make ups. These ladies were forcing me to plait their hair the same way I did before I got sick. Some  wanted me to apply make-up on their faces, some wanted me to apply cutex nail polish on their  fingernails. I was feeling pain but was being forced to do their hairs too. The ushers were there, the  pastor was there and these ladies too. I couldn’t talk to anybody. 

I was praying to God saying, “God, I am dying but please don’t allow my body to go close to Hell.” 

Around 6pm in the evening, this woman who was with me died and she was taken away from the  ward. Now, I was alone, fear came upon me. This woman and I admitted we won’t die and now she  is dead. I knew that I was dying but I told the Lord not to leave me or allow my soul to perish. 

Brethren, any sin that you haven’t repented from, you will see that sin before you die. The nurse on  night duty came to check on me. She tried to speak to me but I couldn’t talk. She realized my  condition was so bad. As I lay on the bed I couldn’t lift my arm or do anything. 

I started thinking about my family, my mum, and my daughter. 

I said, “I am dying but who will take care of my daughter?”

As I was worried and thinking, a voice responded to me; “Stop crying for your daughter and start  crying for your soul.” 

I regained strength and faith and said, “This is the voice of Jesus telling me to think of my soul so I  am sure Jesus is taking me to Heaven.” 

I started crying for my soul for God to have mercy upon me and save my soul.

 I PASSED OUT FROM MY BODY 

As I was still crying I saw 3 horrible looking beings. They looked like giant demons. They had very  long fingernails. They came to me and took hold of my heart. They started pulling my heart  rigorously. It was very painful. My heart was being plugged out painfully without mercy. I was  feeling so much pain. The more I cried and called upon the name of Jesus, the more they did it. I  realized there was no breakthrough. I was dying but I kept on calling upon Jesus to forgive me and  take me to Heaven. Finally, they painfully plugged out my heart. 

Brethren, the death of a sinner is very painful. There is no rest or peace for the sinner. RIP doesn’t  exist for the sinner. When the spirit is getting out of the body it is very painful. When the soul is  leaving the body and you are in sin that is the most painful thing ever. They didn’t speak to me all  along. 

Now I saw my spirit coming out of my body, ascending up in total darkness. When I looked down I  could see my body lying on the bed. These three men were still with me. I wanted to go up higher  than them but they held onto me tightly that I couldn’t escape from them. 

At this point, I was still calling upon Jesus saying, “Jesus, do not forsake me, do not leave me.” 

As we went on, I saw a little light appeared so I decided to follow that light. I managed to go up and following that little light. The three men now remained in the darkness as I went further upwards. 

MY BRIEF ENCOUNTER WITH JESUS AND MY PASTOR IN HEAVEN

I appeared in a certain place that looked so glorious. It was brighter more beautiful than daylight. So when I got there, I saw no one. It was a strange land.

I asked myself, ‘Where am I? How did I get here?” 

At this point, I wasn’t in any pain, my body was relaxed. I looked around if I could see anybody. I  looked in front of me and saw a huge building with a door with two angels on each side. When I  saw them I went straight to them. 

One of the angels brought me a chair to sit on and put another chair beside me on my right-hand  side. The chair beside me was brighter made of gold so I wondered who was coming to sit there. 

Immediately, I saw my pastor Rev Gedaye sitting on the chair. Next to my pastor was another Man  but was not sitting like us. He was suspended in the air above. When I tried to look at Him, I  couldn’t see Him clearly. I realized he was a big Man. He was covered in bright light like bright  sunshine. Even if I tried to look at Him, I couldn’t see Him so I just bowed my head. 

He spoke to my pastor, “Lillian is here, she is sick and surrounded by idols and devourers, where is her tithe?” 

Then I saw my pastor taking some money from an offering basket. Then my mind went back, in a  flashback of how I saw many ushers surrounding my bed with offering baskets in the hospital. 

He gave the money to the Man beside him. I saw the glorious Man counting the money and opening a book to check. The glorious Man above said, “This is not all the money. It’s only 3/4, where is the  1/4?” 

I heard my pastor responding that 1/4 didn’t get to him and my pastor left. I was left alone. 

This Man who spoke to my pastor gave me a small book written Malachi 3:10-12 Bring you all the  tithes into the storehouse, that there may be meat in my house, and prove me now herewith, said the LORD of hosts, if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that  there shall not be room enough to receive it. 11 And I will rebuke the devourer for your sakes, and  he shall not destroy the fruits of your ground; neither shall your vine cast her fruit before the time in the field, said the LORD of hosts. 12 And all nations shall call you blessed: for you shall be a  delightsome land, said the LORD of hosts. 

Now, brethren, this message says we should bring all the tithe to the Lord’s house not a part of it.  This first part was all written in red and in capital letters!

I started thinking of where the rest of my tithe went to. I remembered a certain Church I visited and  gave 500 shillings there as a tithe. When I thought of that Church I saw the pastor of that Church  came to sit beside me where my pastor sat. She was a woman. I saw her giving the money to the  glorious Man, and then she also left. 

The Man upwards took the money, checked the record in the book in his hand and again gave me  Malachi 3:10-12.  After reading the same scripture the second time, I began to think again. Now, I remembered I went  to another Church and gave 700 shillings as my tithe. 

Immediately, when I remembered that Church, I saw the pastor of that Church in a hotel. He took  the money from the offering basket. He bought chicken and chips and ate with some friends there.  After that, he came for the remaining money, bought credit, and put on his phone. After seeing that I was taken back again to Malachi 3:10-12. 

After reading this scripture the man above me gave me an envelope which belongs to Christian  Foundation Church. It was a tithe envelope. In our Church the tithe envelope is different from the  other offerings The tithe envelopes were for tithes only and we don’t write our names or phone  numbers on the envelopes so there is no way you can say your pastor knows how much you give for tithe. 

What I realized is that once we give this money, it is recorded above for the day of judgment. So the Man gave me the envelope and asked me, “On 6 Nov 2016 this envelope had 2,000 shillings  but right now it has only 1,000 shillings.” He asked me, “Where are the 1,000 shillings?”  Then I remembered that I received my salary of 20,000 shillings and put aside 2,000 for tithe. When I went to Church the chairman made an announcement that those who pledged to contribute should  bring their monies as that day was the deadline. So I decided to divide the tithe into two, half for the project and half for the tithe. 

The envelope the Man above showed me was the same as we had in our Church with my 1,000  shillings inside. Then I learned that I was not supposed to divide this money. Although the project money was going to do the same work of God, the tithe is the tithe. You cannot divide tithe and give it as another offering. This is what I was learning at that time. 

There are records so every tithe you have ever given is recorded in Heaven. After that, He did not give me the book again. Rather, He spoke to me saying, “Bring all the tithes  to My storehouse.” After He talked to me the light disappeared. I looked to see the One who had been talking to me. He was not there. I looked at where the angels were. They were not there. I checked on the pastor’s  seat, no one was there. Now I was in total darkness sitting on a chair alone. 

I WAS TAKEN TO HELL 

I was there thinking what must I do now? I was thinking that after all these encounters, Heaven would be opened for me to enter. I was confused at this point. Pain has come upon me again all over my body. I stood on my feet with the pain I was feeling. 

Then I saw a whirlwind coming towards where I stood. I lifted one foot wanting to run, then the  second step I was somewhere else. I found myself in a very weird place. It was like a wilderness,  nothing moving, no creature no house, or any trees. All was silent. It was just a plain wilderness. I  was in so much pain that I preferred my time in the hospital. I was feeling double the pain I felt in  the hospital. 

I remembered I need to call upon the Lord Jesus. I started calling out to Him but there was no  response. Suddenly, I started hearing some voices coming from the underground. I could hear people crying,  fighting, and running. They were running like the Kenyan army in their boots but I couldn’t see  anyone. I decided to look down to see where the noises were coming from. 

When I looked, I saw a huge dark house. It had two double doors that both opened widely to the  sides. When they were opened, I saw a fire inside! Like a lift, this house moved slowly from  beneath upwards and stood face to face with me. I looked at it clearly and all I could see was a fire  inside.

Then I realized I was in Hell. That is when my pain increased. I started calling upon Jesus to come  and take me out of Hell. Then I remembered before I came here I called upon Jesus to save me.  Why didn’t He save me? 

Then I remembered it was because I didn’t bring all my tithe. Now, I started repenting and called on Him to forgive me. I kept on calling on Him. I tried to see what was happening inside Hell. I tell  you there are too many, too many people in Hell. There were too many women there, women of all  colors, black and white. I thought that was the side of women so the men were in another area. They were in fire crying for mercy, no hope; they were licking their tears as they cried. 

As I stood thinking where are the men, I saw a small group of young boys of about 12 to 20 years.  Before then I saw lots of animals coming from Hell towards me. They were reptiles of all sorts the  unclean animals like lizards, frogs, snakes rats, etc. I couldn’t see any domestic animals like cats,  sheep, or cows either! 

These creatures were all over my body except my head. The other wild animals surrounded me and  laughed at me. They greeted each other with “a high five” It was a painful experience to see them  make a mockery of me. 

In real life, I used to put on trousers and applied make-ups. I used to plait my hair of all sorts of  styles because as I told you before I was a beautician. I used to apply cutex nail polish on my nails,  so some of the animals inserted their sharp nails inside my nails and were pulling them forcefully. It was so painful and I cried. The more I cried, the more they mocked at me. 

In fact, the monkeys were laughing at me. Mostly the monkeys came and started removing my  eyebrows because I used to apply eye pencil. They removed the eye pencils with their sharp nails. It was very painful. Others tried to wipe away the make-ups. Others tries to remove the lipsticks on  my lips. I loved applying the purple color. 

PEOPLE IN HELL FOR FAKE BEAUTY AND INDECENT DRESSING 

I asked myself, "Why are these animals doing this to me?" Immediately, a scripture came into my  mind, Jeremiah 4:30 And when you are spoiled, what will you do? Though you clothe yourself with crimson, though you deck you with ornaments of gold, though you rend your face with painting, in  vain shall you make yourself fair; your lovers will despise you, they will seek your life. 

I realized that when I came out of my body and was descending, I had a cream garment on with  spots in it but when I reached the gates of Hell my dressing was different. This time I was wearing jeans trouser and a sleeveless top. I had makeup on my face and lipstick. That was my lifestyle and  how I used to decorate myself. 

Although I was crying with all these animals I also wanted to see what was happening inside Hell.  As I looked I saw teen-agers dancing with very dirty demons! Then I asked myself, “Why are these teens dancing with these dirty demons?” 

There were lights like disco lights but I realized they were dancing in a Church. It was a dancing  team in a Church! That is how I understood it. From there I saw another group of ladies in a circle also. These ladies were also dancing with  stinking demons! They were forcing these women to dance and I saw the women wearing high  heels! 

I asked myself why are these women dancing here? I immediately, I had a verse in my mind, Isaiah  3:16 -18, “Moreover the LORD saith, Because the daughters of Zion are haughty, and walk with  stretched forth necks and wanton eyes, walking and mincing as they go, and making a tinkling with  their feet: 17 Therefore the LORD will smite with a scab the crown of the head of the daughters of  Zion, and the LORD will discover their secret parts. In that day the Lord will take away the bravery  of their tinkling ornaments about their feet, and their cauls, and their round tires like the moon.” 

When a lady puts on high heels, actually she will walk with her neck upright and she feels like she  is on top of the world. When you walk, you tinkle with your feet and shake your body. You desire to attract many eyes to yourself. So they were dancing with these high-heels and I realized it is wrong  to wear them. 

CONTINUED IN PART TWO